What a heart breaking story! How strange are the ways of Hashem, what terrible suffering some neshamos need to go through in their journey on this world 

Have you ever contacted https://amudim.org/? They have a lot of help for people in your situation.

May Hashem show you the great love He has for you. May you be zoche to SEE it soon.

WARNING: Someone just wrote to us:

"I just checked out the trailer... there are some people dressed very not Tzniyus. May not be suitable for our audience."

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Amazing. Mazal Tov!

I just happened to see in the Zohar today about "eizehu GIBOR, hakovesh es yitzro" - that the Yetzer Hara is like an animal... To those who struggle, he is like a snake or lion who tries to kill us, but the Tzadikim ride the Yetzer Hara like a donkey and don't have any major struggles with it, they simply ride it and it does their bidding.

May you be zoche to always be a GIBOR riding the donkey!

No need to reset unless it happened intentionally while fully awake. But you should accept upon yourself that if you do this again and the same thing happens again, you will reset.


A Jew is always on the way. We never arrive.
פתחו לי שערי צדק... I stand on the outside still...
זה השער לה' צדיקים יבואו בו

Keep up the good work! Sometimes what looks to us like a slip or fall and makes us feel dirty and down, is actually a higher level than when we're doing great (like the great moshol of the cake).

It's currently the feature article on our homepage: https://guardyoureyes.com/

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Mazal Tov! Beautiful. I will try and share in a chizuk email be"h. May you go Mechayil el Choyil!

By the way, today, Pesach Sheini, is exactly 10 years to the day from when I put out the GYE handbook. I remember being up all night typing and retyping... and davening early in the morning after having sent out the announcement to all our members... So it's so nice to see how even 10 years on it's still helping people, as you wrote that one of the things that helped you was:


On another note, you wrote how the series called "The Fight" helped you as well. We have this up on our site at guardyoureyes.com/thefight and we partnered with Rabbi Shafier to give out tens of thousands of free CD's of the series in the mountains during the summer, a few years ago.

Keep up the good work!

Laayzerbeem, write to me privately at eyes.guard@gmail.com. I might have some ideas.

Beautiful share, thank you!

I'm just curious, if it was open with the white-list, why did you need to call the company to add it to the white-list?

Also, you say you started the 90 day challenge on your 16th day clean - but that was before you found GYE, no? So how did you know about the 90 day challenge?

Just trying to get clarity on this beautiful story. Keep up the amazing work, Hashem is indeed with you - and with everyone who tries to succeed in this crazy world (and takes serious steps like you did)!