Uri wrote on 14 Oct 2009 10:28:


URI!

I thought you care about HER?
Just because you are having a hard time, does that give you a right to PULL DOWN A BAS TORAH??
Forget it! Not happening son.
All your feelings of regret over hurting her in the past will be proven to be no more than empty words if you call her.
She deserves a chance to heal. Dont take that away from her!!!!

Read yesterday's Kappitle again. 37. (yes, this was your wonderful idea!!)

Al tikane be'oseh avlah... You think that will give you security? Kechatzir me'heira Yimolu!

Bitach BaHashem. Va'aseh Tov... Gol Al Hashem Darkecha, Betach Elav Vehu Ya'ase. Shlach al Hashem Yehavecha...

Dom LaHashem... Be silent to Hashem, even though it makes no sense. (Like "va'Yidom Ahron" after his sons were killed).

David Hamelech was the father of the 12-Steps!  :D It's all there... in yesterday's Kappitle.

Uri,

My internet was down the whole morning, so I was offline. Struggle just called me to tip me off of your hard day, because he likes you!

I'm now here for you. I tried to call, but you're not answering.

Think what your values are.

You know that if you do it you'll regret it afterward big time and enter a deeper depression. Is a few minutes with her really worth it?

Call me if you want to talk.

Momo

guardureyes wrote on 14 Oct 2009 10:38:


talking about yesterday's kappit'l, im gonna start looking over today's bzchuscha ulzchuscha

me too.
Hang in there Uri. Although I'm leaving it up to the elders, Just know that everyone here cares for you and is davening for you all the time. Do it for us pls.

i did not call my former lover.
i still have the number of a girl i almost met up with a month ago and i called her and were meeting up tonight.
i don't know if well have sex
i just want a girl to walk down along the beach with,that's all

i love you all and appreciate your concern.
im just a little too far gone right now
and no guilt trips please
and while im gone,someone please try to summarize the tehillim thread it keeps people interested
thanks

Uri wrote on 14 Oct 2009 11:02:


Who do you think you're kidding? Of course you are planning on having sex tonight. Don't try to fool yourself because you're not fooling me.

Please think about this. Your planning on performing a serious issur.
Listen to your songs.
Call her and cancel. Throw out her number.
Go to a Yeshiva in J-m instead of the beach. Go to a soup kitchen.

Try walking down the beach with Hashem, hand in hand. Tears are welling up in my eyes, Uri, when I think of how beautiful that would be. Just you and Him. He is completely nuts over you, you know.

Here for you whether you want us or not.

Uri wrote on 13 Oct 2009 22:24:

Thanks. BTW, I don't personally know anyone who got sober from inspiration, but I personally know plenty plenty who got sober through the love of their buddies in recovery. Thanks for your love (and inspiration - shhh.).

oy uri
i'm logging on from my work computer, and my boss can totally walk in at any second.
doing this for you
Uri wrote on 14 Oct 2009 11:02:


have a sister (no not us. a real one)?, or maybe try taking your mom (real one)?
cuz that's real love, not fake lust. and no matter what you tell me, i refuse to believe that you can't find a single person who really loves you. cuz if the whole forum loves uri, then i'm positive there are a whole lot of real live people who love uri.
and as a last resort- go babysit someone tonight.
babies are so cuddly. and they love it when you hold them.
and two year olds give the best hugs.
and when they fall asleep on your lap- best feeling in the world. By far.

habib, your post made me nauseous...i may have vomitted a little into my mouth....

Rage AT Machine wrote on 14 Oct 2009 14:39:


LOL.
Rage, you're married, right? Have any kids? Just wondering....

DID I WIN THE FLAKEY AWARD???????
oh come on guys kids are precious.
and i totally love babies more than i love acting out.
maybe this is why women are the ones who stay home and men go to work...

(usually- if any of you are stay at home dads i totally respect that. and rage's disclaimer extends to this post)

I love hugging my little ones. Problem is they grow up.