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Re: Zemmy's story 17 Dec 2010 17:18 #89617

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baruch hashem i am clean today so far.

i need to appreciate that. things weren't always like that and i cannot afford to think that they will always be that way.

i will always need to be on guard. good habits do help. getting used to not looking at women or offensive images is great.

but the monster is not dead. cannot afford to think that.

every time a woman walks by i can feel the tell-tale signs of an urge coming along. an urge to look and squeeze whatever indulgence i can out of the situation. that is the monster. those urges are him taking out his spoon, fork, knife and plate, putting on his bib, loosening his belt and getting ready to gobble me up alive...

don't mean to sound morose. but i did miss breakfast....

and someone pointed out to me that i don't seem to post about nisyonos and struggles lately. thank you for the reality check. it's not an issue of posting about it. it's an issue of not deluding myself. not to think that just because i was out of trouble for a while means that i am free of the problem.

thank you thank you.
thank you Guard for this wonderful place. it saved my life. zehu.
thank you Hashem for bringing me here.
and thank you to all my wonderful friends here, old and new, who help so much, more than you or i know.

thank you
have a great shabbos!

see y'all in Great Adventures on Sunday. ice-skating on the water flume. hunting in the safari. ice-fishing in the fountain. frozen cucumber-cholint ices....
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
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The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Zemmy's story 17 Dec 2010 17:25 #89619

  • bardichev
if you find my eralobe let me know
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Re: Zemmy's story 17 Dec 2010 17:32 #89622

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if i find it it's going on Ebay  >
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Zemmy's story 17 Dec 2010 17:34 #89624

  • bardichev
there is a pencil behind it

and a bluetooth in it

no earring
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Re: Zemmy's story 17 Dec 2010 17:41 #89628

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peyos around it?

behind it?

front of it?
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Zemmy's story 17 Dec 2010 21:16 #89639

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Rofl.u guys...thank u zemer for that post-ur right always got to be on guard thanx 4 the reminder
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Re: Zemmy's story 22 Dec 2010 03:21 #90150

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Hey Zem, just checkin in.  I see everybody here's having a great time.  Niiiiiice! (you want the groiseh version?)
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Re: Zemmy's story 22 Dec 2010 04:57 #90169

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not exactly sure what you mean but yes, i would like the 'groiseh version'...

does it involve people losing their earlobes?
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Zemmy's story 22 Dec 2010 05:04 #90170

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what do dearlobes fave wo do with thiws ?
Zwoiks! woodford mades fme sweepy.  zwoiks.
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Re: Zemmy's story 22 Dec 2010 05:50 #90183

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oh good, WALLET RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAID


...world, what the heck's this poke'mon card doing in here?
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Re: Zemmy's story 22 Dec 2010 12:49 #90210

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Di'm nodt familiar with pokdemon stuwff.
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Re: Zemmy's story 22 Dec 2010 14:59 #90227

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world, you should read up on this thread for the earlobe episode, it's one page back

and btw, i like your tagline.... looks vaguely familiar
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Zemmy's story 22 Dec 2010 15:40 #90243

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'Who' needs cawpitalization
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Re: Zemmy's story 22 Dec 2010 19:50 #90343

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Is this Zemiros Shabbos's thread?

I want to tell him a quick hello?

Anyone know where I can find him?
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Re: Zemmy's story 22 Dec 2010 19:52 #90346

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hes visiting bardstown
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