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Re: Trueme 30 May 2025 17:12 #436758

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BHB, thanks for responding to my post and offering insight. I want to go through your post at a later time slowly and digest. I read through it hastily now but you seem to be a really smart, thought out, and well worded individual. Thanks for replying.

I had my first accountability session and although I didnt score 100% on the first day on my goals, I am making progress and moving forward. No falls, and nothing innapropriate, BH. 

Shabbat Shalom u'Mevorach

Re: Trueme 01 Jun 2025 21:35 #436829

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BH so far so good, I even tried to unblock my YouTube but thankfully it didnt work.
Still keeping up with my accountability partner.
ונזכה כולנו יחד לאורו בחג הקדוש הזה זמן מתן תורתינו הק' עם כל אחינו בני ישראל בקדושה ובטהרה אמן כן יהי רצון
I think its a good idea to show Hashem we are serious about connecting to him through the תורה by being מקבל a small קבלה, and specifically in תורה שבעל פה, because thats where חז"ל say we have כריתת ברית (thereby a true connection to Hashem in a sense more than תורה שבכתב). I am being מקבל בלי נדר a certain לימוד in גמרא for this year, I hope other gye yidden join me with a small kabalah to strengthen their learning of their own.

Re: Trueme 04 Jun 2025 03:45 #436841

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Clean in regards to Yom Tov. I kept up my learning pledge as well.

Re: Trueme 05 Jun 2025 11:02 #436930

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Still clean.
Im going to try to hold myself accountable that unless I have specific urges not to post on the site more than 1 - 2 times a week. Otherwise the threads can be a big distraction and time waster for me. Its like withdrawl symptoms from online entertainment and Im using GYE as a substitute. Same for logging in. 
I think the main thing for me is having an accountability partner.
The above is what I need personally, and doesn't necessarily have to do with anyone else.
Peace to all.

Re: Trueme 06 Jun 2025 17:24 #437008

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I think Im still on track but I had an incident last night. 
I have a tablet which has basically nothing on it although there is an app to check stocks.
Some news and ads pop up and there was an innapropriate one with several pics. I began to stare and do stuff I shouldnt have done. But no P or M.
So I think Im gonna keep my count and move on. 
I have since deleted the app and I cant get it back easily.
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