couldnt find a hug emoji...... but here is your virtual hug!!!! youre doing amazing!!!!

Human being wrote on 28 Jan 2022 11:12:

I can't wait to celebrate the 30 day achievement together with you!
Have a great shabbos!

Thanks guys, hugs recieved:smiley:

Im at day 27. 3 more days till 30 and ..............18 more days till Halfway to 90! This is so much fun! i dont even think about the fact that i havent masturbated or called sex lines in 27 days! ive been doing that for years and have finally almost done a month. Its possible! We move on. wish i could give out a few extra karmas for my day 30 anyone following would deff get some.

bro i can totally relate!!!! i am tripping hard that im almost at 2 weeks!!! lets rock this!!!!!

Math equation for the boyz

7 times 4 =?
......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................28!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ladies and Gentlemen, 4 whole, huge, awsome, fun, pure, weeks!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 days is 30! #30 rolls of sushi!

Human being wrote on 30 Jan 2022 11:51:

The gemara says that when Hashem kills the Yetzer Hora L'osid Lavo, to Tzadikim it will appear like a giant mountain...

Barambambarara!!! 30 is almost here buddy!!! That means a lot of effort! A lot of retraining you put in! It means the next 30 days will be much easier! It means a lot! Do something extra special this time around! Something you’ll really feel! How about a super special shmonei esrei on day 30?! Where you focus extra by the words for a few brachos special for this occasion? That’s a celebration you’ll feel! 

Love the idea! 

Day 29 clean!

The last 24 hours where the hardest for sure so far. Last night there a part of me that was really depressed. The challenge with feeling depressed is, that besides for wanting to soothe myself with masturbating, being depressed also makes me not really care about my self or my streak. So the motivation to hold myself back is really lowered.

So what did I do? I told myself that at least I have 1 thing to feel good about; my streak. And I told myself that if I were to lose my streak, then I lose the only thing I have that I feel good about.
That helped me in the moment.


A quote-                                                                                                               
 "We can be unhappy. But that's not ok. We can also be happily unhappy. And that's awesome."

The point is throughout life we are going to have challenges, mood swings, be upset, angry, and a whole bunch of other things. The key is learning to be ok and B'simcha about what we are feeling. Even if the feeling isn't so pleasant. We can have a part of us that's angry or upset, but at the same time have another part of us that's B'simcha even though we are upset.

​Wonderful day to all. See you guys tomorrow at.........................30 days!!!!!!! I'm so excited!

Thanks for your post. I also get depressed at times and that is when I am weaker. I found your post encouraging. Bh I have been successful in making changes in my life since I started here, but I dreamt some fantasies a couple of nights ago and it reawakened some desires. Bh I did not act on any of those but it’s messing with my mind a bit… I no was feeling lonely and came on to get some chizuk and saw your post… thanks again

Going through a really hard time now. the yetzers trying to get me before i get to 30.

I’m here if you’d like. You can reach out to me. 

Woweeeeeee!! its day 30! level 5! Bh got past the challenge last night. Moving on. Here come 3 good rolls of sushi!

On to 45 days in 15!

Human being wrote on 01 Feb 2022 08:04:

just remember that the best part is that your no longer an addict not the "3 good rolls of sushi" the biggest and bet reward is the fact that your free!!!!! your awesome keep it up!!!!

Human being wrote on 01 Feb 2022 08:04:

this is amazing!!!
keep going strong!