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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 13 Apr 2016 17:05 #284482

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Welcome back inna!
If you're an LGBTQ or LGBTQ-questioning person and looking for someone who can understand you, feel free to reach out. I promise no judgement and to try and listen the best I can. 

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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 13 Apr 2016 21:56 #284499

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Hiii
Missing you in israel -

even though i just can see st. Marry if feels like getting together again..  


 

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 13 Apr 2016 22:28 #284500

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St. Marry? Patron Saint of Shidduchim?
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 13 Apr 2016 22:31 #284501

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That's what I was thinking. Maybe that's the way they spell it in Israel.

It's great to see you again Avrom!!!

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 13 Apr 2016 22:50 #284506

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inastruggle wrote on 13 Apr 2016 16:09:
Thaks everyone for the welcome. It's great to be back, a real load off my chest.

@cordnoy I've been back a while. Btw I might come to your neck of the woods after pesach. Maybe you can show me the stores there...

@markz More like in shidduchim Do you have someone for me? 

@bigmoish I kind of lost your number. It's in my Israel phone and I lost that. I sent you an email. 

Wow!
Send me an email please with your schedule.
Then we will talk.
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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 28 Apr 2016 15:50 #286092

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I'm not sure if anyone posted this before but it's a great video.

www.ted.com/talks/johann_hari_everything_you_think_you_know_about_addiction_is_wrong#t-634469

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 28 Apr 2016 18:21 #286113

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It's a favorite.  Thanks for posting

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 03 May 2016 19:17 #286510

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Sittin' with inna in my truck.
He says hi.
Please respond with somethin' controversial so he has what to respond.
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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 03 May 2016 19:58 #286514

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You have a truck? I swear you have a mini-van!
I am happy to speak on the phone. Please email me at dms1234ongye@gmail.com

My name is Daniel, I go to face to face meetings and I work the 12 steps with a sponsor. 

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 03 May 2016 20:00 #286515

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That's gonna crank Cordnoy to respond...
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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 03 May 2016 20:59 #286521

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dms1234 wrote on 03 May 2016 19:58:
You have a truck? I swear you have a mini-van!

I one time tried gettin' from anchorage to your town; ain't no way a mini-van gonna do it!
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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 05 May 2016 06:16 #286721

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So it took over 3 years on gye and close to 1,000 posts but I finally told my rebbi about my struggles.

I need to thank shlomo24 for giving me the final push I needed.

So I called him up and gave him a brief history of my acting out and told him about gye. He didn't make a big deal about it. He did say that I should go into shidduchim anyway but it needs to be taken care of. He's familiar with gye but he said I'll have to do something more. 

It was kind of a short conversation and we're dealing with something else now so I'm not sure what he has in mind yet.

It's a bit anticlimactic for something that took this long to do and that's probably the best way for it to be. 

Thanks to everyone for helping me get to this milestone.

 
Last Edit: 05 May 2016 06:16 by inastruggle.

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 05 May 2016 22:11 #286832

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cordnoy wrote on 03 May 2016 19:17:
Sittin' with inna in my truck.
He says hi.
Please respond with somethin' controversial so he has what to respond.

cordnoy, since you changed your truck for a ship,
I was wondering why we haven't heard from inna. 

Is he still with you?












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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 05 May 2016 22:33 #286836

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He's out gyefilterfishing. 
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 06 May 2016 00:37 #286858

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Yeah. No luck.
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