Hi HSG,

I know how hard it is to be honest and publicly admit that you fell. I just did that myself. Remember that you are on a mountain. You might of fallen down a little, don't let yourself fall down all the way. Just the opposite, your current climb is at a higher place.

The worst thing you can do now is get into a Yiush or despair. Just move on!

Second point, if you look over the last few days you have been slipping. Is there any way you can stop these slips?

Hatzlocha Rabba!

Just had the filter on my phone changed to block 2 sites that have been giving me trouble as well as stopping apps from being downloaded, which was also giving me trouble, however it requires a full block of downloading apps so I hope no actual apps I need come up...

Well, that led to a clean night last night. Feels good.

You deserve to feel good. You removed the nisayon. Now when you daven "v'lo li'yedei nisayon" you will feel you have a right to ask Hashem for the extra help, since you did whatever you could.