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Re: Me 10 Dec 2024 15:58 #426866

  • vehkam
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It’s normal. For me it was helpful to stop those feelings by increasing my passion to do something  (small) positive every time those feelings tried to get into my head.
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some of the experiences I write about may make it easier to identify me.  This is ok.  I trust that if anyone discovers my identity they will keep it to themselves.  If you do realize that you  know me, I am completely comfortable and welcome you acknowledging me and my struggle in person.
Last Edit: 10 Dec 2024 15:58 by vehkam.

Re: Me 10 Dec 2024 16:15 #426869

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Can you give an example of what you mean?
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Re: Me 10 Dec 2024 17:55 #426873

I definitely can not relate (yet, hopefully soon) to what you speak of.
All I will say is ASHRECHA! that you are zoche to have come to a point where shmiras einayim is 2nd nature!
Give yourself a major hug for your perseverance and upbeat attitude that has brought you to this point!
Better yet, I will give you a hug!
You are amazing and an inspiration to so many!

Re: Me 10 Dec 2024 18:00 #426874

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I concur with Vehkam, I've had these feelings the last month or so (after being 6 months clean). 

Think of the sweetness of victory and ask Hashem for something in the zechus of your vigilance...

KOMT brother!
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Re: Me 16 Dec 2024 02:47 #427148

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Crossed the street even though my brain was telling me that it's not that bad in front of you, and you have enough self control to stay on this side and not look. 
  I think the fact that I noticed that it wasn't that bad is an indicator that it actually was.

    Also really tough rn, super exhausted but need to keep on chugging a few more hours. Ill be on watch if my brain tries to trick me. Thats why i remembered to post here bc I think it started creeping. BH good so far. Just wish things could be easier and didnt feel so overbearing right now. Tomorrow it may be better though so that's something to look forward to.

Keep on Trucking, One Day At A Time!!
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Last Edit: 16 Dec 2024 02:48 by jewizard21.
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