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Re: The Real Me 18 Sep 2024 16:11 #421802

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proudyungerman wrote on 18 Sep 2024 13:24:



B"H I've been keeping to it also. I can definitely relate to the temptation. My outlook is that I was fine before I knew about it (I found out last night - like waaaay after everyone else...), nothing changed from before I knew to after, and if anything else does happen, the same way I found out about this I'll find out about that.

Supposedly a few walkie-talkies are blowing up now too.

Pagers and walkie-talkies. Surprised that hasn't caught on in Lakewood actually.

Re: The Real Me 19 Sep 2024 17:35 #421916

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So how does it work? You remove the line in your signature that says that u don't have a phone, then everyone has to give a din vecheshboin how they're doing???? 

Great to hear your voice! 

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Re: The Real Me 20 Sep 2024 02:53 #421951

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Why?

Why must I be so disconnected? 
Why must I build walls around my heart?
Why must I be so cynical?

Why?

Why can't I just open up and let something hit me deep inside?
Why can't I open my heart and be touched?
Why can't I just be the real me? 

Why?
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Last Edit: 20 Sep 2024 03:48 by proudyungerman.

Re: The Real Me 20 Sep 2024 03:01 #421954

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proudyungerman wrote on 20 Sep 2024 02:53:
Why?

Why must I be so disconnected? 
Why did I have a phone that was textable not callable the past hundred weeks?
Why must I build walls around my heart?
Why must I be so cynical?

Why?

Why can't I just open up and let something hit me deep inside?
Why can't I open my heart and be touched?
Why can't I just be the real me? All the way?

Why?

Please forgive my light hearted attempt at humor,  But seriously and honestly, I feel you…here’s a warm hand and a kiss on both cheeks from a fellow chronic cynic. 

(report me to the moderator, please. Save me from myself)

Re: The Real Me 20 Sep 2024 03:46 #421958

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proudyungerman wrote on 20 Sep 2024 02:53:
Why?

Why must I be so disconnected? 
Why must I build walls around my heart?
Why must I be so cynical?

Why?

Why can't I just open up and let something hit me deep inside?
Why can't I open my heart and be touched?
Why can't I just be the real me? All the way?

Why?

Why indeed. These are questions I ask myself too, and then busy myself with something so I don't have to think about it
"It is not our abilities that show who we truly are, it is our choices.” ---- Albus Dumbeldore (as per Chris Columbus)

Re: The Real Me 20 Sep 2024 18:56 #422014

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proudyungerman wrote on 20 Sep 2024 02:53:
Why?

Why must I be so disconnected? 
Why must I build walls around my heart?
Why must I be so cynical?

Why?

Why can't I just open up and let something hit me deep inside?
Why can't I open my heart and be touched?
Why can't I just be the real me? 

Why?

Hey, my dear friend, I'm so sorry for the pain and the painful questions. 
(I was just wonderin', how come you never sound cynical when we talk?)
Feel free to say hi. My email is 1gimpelovitz@gmail.com

Re: The Real Me 20 Sep 2024 19:00 #422015

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eerie wrote on 20 Sep 2024 18:56:

proudyungerman wrote on 20 Sep 2024 02:53:
Why?

Why must I be so disconnected? 
Why must I build walls around my heart?
Why must I be so cynical?

Why?

Why can't I just open up and let something hit me deep inside?
Why can't I open my heart and be touched?
Why can't I just be the real me? 

Why?

Hey, my dear friend, I'm so sorry for the pain and the painful questions. 
(I was just wonderin', how come you never sound cynical when we talk?)

I was wondering the same. I'd love to hear it
"It is not our abilities that show who we truly are, it is our choices.” ---- Albus Dumbeldore (as per Chris Columbus)

Re: The Real Me 20 Sep 2024 19:02 #422016

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Was wonderin' the same! I thought maybe whoever broke PY's phone hacked his GYE account..
"Believe you can and you're halfway there" - Theodore Roosevelt
"Comparison is the thief of joy" - also Theodore Roosevelt

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Re: The Real Me 23 Sep 2024 13:33 #422135

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eerie wrote on 20 Sep 2024 18:56:

proudyungerman wrote on 20 Sep 2024 02:53:
Why?

Why must I be so disconnected? 
Why must I build walls around my heart?
Why must I be so cynical?

Why?

Why can't I just open up and let something hit me deep inside?
Why can't I open my heart and be touched?
Why can't I just be the real me? 

Why?

Hey, my dear friend, I'm so sorry for the pain and the painful questions. 
(I was just wonderin', how come you never sound cynical when we talk?)

Good question...
Maybe we should talk again...
Feel free to reach out and say hi!
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My Journey:
guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/406231-The-Real-Me
Last Edit: 23 Sep 2024 17:48 by proudyungerman.

Re: The Real Me 23 Sep 2024 14:21 #422139

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proudyungerman wrote on 23 Sep 2024 13:33:

eerie wrote on 20 Sep 2024 18:56:

proudyungerman wrote on 20 Sep 2024 02:53:
Why?

Why must I be so disconnected? 
Why must I build walls around my heart?
Why must I be so cynical?

Why?

Why can't I just open up and let something hit me deep inside?
Why can't I open my heart and be touched?
Why can't I just be the real me? 

Why?

Hey, my dear friend, I'm so sorry for the pain and the painful questions. 
(I was just wonderin', how come you never sound cynical when we talk?)

Good question...
I don't think I've discussed it much with people here.
I think this mainly comes from the trials and travails, failures, frustrations, politics, and sometimes (many times?) sheer stupidity that comes along with living in Small Town, USA.

You mean that Burma moved to the USA? Crazy stuffffff
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Re: The Real Me 23 Sep 2024 14:55 #422144

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proudyungerman wrote on 23 Sep 2024 13:33:

eerie wrote on 20 Sep 2024 18:56:

proudyungerman wrote on 20 Sep 2024 02:53:
Why?

Why must I be so disconnected? 
Why must I build walls around my heart?
Why must I be so cynical?

Why?

Why can't I just open up and let something hit me deep inside?
Why can't I open my heart and be touched?
Why can't I just be the real me? 

Why?

Hey, my dear friend, I'm so sorry for the pain and the painful questions. 
(I was just wonderin', how come you never sound cynical when we talk?)

Good question...
I don't think I've discussed it much with people here.
I think this mainly comes from the trials and travails, failures, frustrations, politics, and sometimes (many times?) sheer stupidity that comes along with living in Small Town, USA.

The opposite of disconnection is connection!

(I mean stop complaining about the Burmese natives and call some people you're supposed to be calling  .)

Re: The Real Me 23 Sep 2024 17:48 #422170

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redfaced wrote on 23 Sep 2024 14:21:

proudyungerman wrote on 23 Sep 2024 13:33:

eerie wrote on 20 Sep 2024 18:56:

proudyungerman wrote on 20 Sep 2024 02:53:
Why?

Why must I be so disconnected? 
Why must I build walls around my heart?
Why must I be so cynical?

Why?

Why can't I just open up and let something hit me deep inside?
Why can't I open my heart and be touched?
Why can't I just be the real me? 

Why?

Hey, my dear friend, I'm so sorry for the pain and the painful questions. 
(I was just wonderin', how come you never sound cynical when we talk?)

Good question...
I don't think I've discussed it much with people here.
I think this mainly comes from the...that comes along with living in Small Town, USA.

You mean that Burma moved to the USA? Crazy stuffffff

Whoops! I meant Small Town, Myanmar...
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Re: The Real Me 24 Sep 2024 14:39 #422219

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proudyungerman wrote on 20 Sep 2024 02:53:
Why?

Why must I be so disconnected? 
Why must I build walls around my heart?
Why must I be so cynical?

Why?

Why can't I just open up and let something hit me deep inside?
Why can't I open my heart and be touched?
Why can't I just be the real me? 

Why?

Hey, any update on these non-rhetorical questions?
Some of us have similar queries and are hoping you might have some answers.

Re: The Real Me 24 Sep 2024 15:13 #422220

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thompson wrote on 24 Sep 2024 14:39:

proudyungerman wrote on 20 Sep 2024 02:53:
Why?

Why must I be so disconnected? 
Why must I build walls around my heart?
Why must I be so cynical?

Why?

Why can't I just open up and let something hit me deep inside?
Why can't I open my heart and be touched?
Why can't I just be the real me? 

Why?

Hey, any update on these non-rhetorical questions?
Some of us have similar queries and are hoping you might have some answers.

Indeed.

My own answer, in short, would be just a few words:
Because I am scared.

I don't trust. I've been hurt by others. I've hurt myself. I'm protecting myself. I've conditioned myself to be tight. I can't let go. I don't know what will slip if I loosen my grip. I fear opening up - lest something ugly gets in, or out. I don't believe in myself enough. I don't believe in Hashem enough. I haven't been able to accept who I really am.
Today is yesterday's tomorrow.
The yetzarim a person has the most trouble dealing with are his most powerful God-given tools for developing his potential and achieving shleimus.
It doesn't matter how big the number is, only that today it is going up by one.

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Re: The Real Me 27 Sep 2024 04:51 #422504

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thompson wrote on 24 Sep 2024 14:39:

proudyungerman wrote on 20 Sep 2024 02:53:
Why?

Why must I be so disconnected? 
Why must I build walls around my heart?
Why must I be so cynical?

Why?

Why can't I just open up and let something hit me deep inside?
Why can't I open my heart and be touched?
Why can't I just be the real me? 

Why?

Hey, any update on these non-rhetorical questions?
Some of us have similar queries and are hoping you might have some answers.

Thoughts...
How many times can you run around the arena of your mind before you are so thoroughly confused that you don't actually know what you think anymore?

Don't have much to update on this end...
:pinch: Warning: Spoiler!
Feel free to reach out and say hi!
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My Journey:
guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/406231-The-Real-Me
Last Edit: 27 Sep 2024 05:08 by proudyungerman.
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