Dear Alter,

Many of us here, inc myself are very curious.... its normal, we don't gain much from this sort of knowledge, however your fully entitled to calm that curiosity by asking the right person, rather than browsing... The only knowledge that really nags at me is understanding all the different terms used in chazal and I don't see anything wrong in clarifying that. U can post here that you have unanswered questions and I'm sure friends will reach out to you, to calm your curiosity in a clean and healthy manner.