You've only amplified my question, Chancy! Because what are you and all the people here doing if nit all that you describe, albeit in kabbala for the laymen:) I know the answer, chancy. The reason Moshiach is not here yet is because not enough people are here on GYE! There's a whole thread about getting the people here, עיין שם ותמצא נחת

Geshmak! wrote on 29 Nov 2022 17:51:


And here I thought you know Yiddish… 
KOMT!

See more at
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/23-Just-Having-Fun/84252-GYE-GLOSSARY-OF-TERMS

Wow, I feel like an Alta zetzer.... but you guys should read some old threads here! Scary to see the ony thank you of the Baal Habbus...

WOWOWOW I love every word you wrote! I was in the same situation as you, I'm currently up to day 16. The fighting isn't easy, but I can so relate to every word you wrote!

I'm struggling since I was 13-14 (more than 10 years ups and downs). And now I suddenly got this push from Hashem to go ahead and start fighting this bloody war.

Thank you Hashem for pushing me to where I'm up to!!

Eerie wrote on 29 Nov 2022 18:30:

And all of us reading this are proud, keep shteiging and representing a very special holy yid becoming holier, you are own of a kind, keep that in mind. BTW I know it may sound cleshay but I plan on never falling, and bz"h with constant talks and chizuk, it just won't happen, because I am being volnerable similar to you. HHM thanks for your help, if you are reading this, I B"H on day like 50+ (just counted at 7+ because I wanted to do a daily fresh start on here) I hope you are proud of me, and please don't think for a second I don't care and that's why I haven't been in touch. I do care and B"H I have been very busy and always kept that and now doing 50 days please be proud, although I know I haven't reached out to you for a while now. Eerie, chazak ubaruch I am planing to be proud of each and everyone of us here, so it's not just your blood relatives yourself and friends. It is also  us your gye community chaverim here by your side! hatzlacha, and keep up the great work!!

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chancy wrote on 30 Nov 2022 18:18:

Hey! You still don't know enough.... Karl Marksz is one of our best GYE members here! 

האסט נאך וואס צו ליינען דא, צו געוואויר ווערן נייע חידושים....

Ok, i take it all back. I thought he menat the other one....
I SINCERLY APOLOGIZE. Please forgive me for i have sinned. 
Please delete my posts that you have reposted. Ive deleted mine. i want no record of it....

I know Yiddish and I still don’t know what komt means can someone please explain I’m like a stikel going crazy,what does it mean????? I’m soooo curious!!
btw I don’t like to type Yiddish on this forum cause many members don’t understand it so it’s not so nice like imagine in middle of a geshmakah thread and someone through s in a post in Spanish and a few guys reply in Spanish… I would be pretty mad.

Sapy wrote on 30 Nov 2022 18:27:

I’m just curious…
But why would you take such a username? 

Does komt mean to come? Like we’re should they come to ( hope u don’t mean the other come.. like I’m just not chaping)

Isn’t it “Keep on Monster Truckin’”?

Hi there Dear Brothers! There are a whole bunch of things I want to share in my journal here, so although I sort of decided to only post once a day maybe today will be an exception. I know that most things I write are things that you all feel and know, I'm just writing the way I experience them. In yesterday's post I wrote about the feeling of my heart waking up after a long hibernation. It is so geshmak to just feel myself. This morning, as I was putting on my teffilin I remembered that when I was a bachur, I was probably 16-17 there was a long period of time that I cried every morning when I said the יהי רצון before teffilin that's printed in every siddur. I had terrible urges, and I just wanted to be good. I would cry to Hashem "the teffilin opposite my heart should subjugate my heart and it's desires to your service...and may the teffilin bring me to long life, may it bring upon me kedusha, with holy thoughts and no sinful thoughts...". I cried, I begged, I pleaded. I even created my own little nusach for that teffila. But then, somewhere along the way, that innocent little boy faded away. Of course I knew I should be better, but I didn't believe I ever will be better. I mean, for years I was trying, I made kabbalos, I didn't go there or look at that, and a little while later it was whamo! here we go again, slipping up.  I don't know at what point, but somewhere I emotionally disconnected. My heart went into a deep slumber. But over the past few days I feel my heart waking up. It's nowhere near to what it was, it still needs to get out of bed and drink a coffee, but at least I feel it. It has a pulse. And that feels amazing. This morning when I put on my Talis I imagined it to be Hashem's way of hugging me (thanks vehkam for the inspiration), I felt totally enveloped in His loving embrace. And when I put the teffilin strap around my finger 3 times, and I said the pesukim where Hashem talks to us, to me, to you, to every Yiddish neshama, "you are betrothed to me forever", FOREVER. No matter what you will do, no matter how sullied your Neshama may get, no matter where you'll be, you will still be mine, you will still be my beloved. "You are betrothed to me in faithfulness", oy, Hashem, halevai I was always faithful, forgive me for the infidelity! But Hashem, I will be faithful, I will keep on fighting, I hope to never fall again but if I will I will get up again, too. Hashem I feel your endless. eternal love for me. And as I put the strap on, like a ring that Hashem has given his kalla, you guys can all laugh but I imagined Hashem kissing me on my forehead. It felt so good to know that Hashem is proud to have me as His child. And I'm happy I sit in the back of the shul (even though I sit up front by dinners:)), so no one saw my tears. My dear brothers, I'm coming back. Thank you all for the inspiration you give just by being you...and sharing it

Emes-a-yid, your words warm my soul! You are a true brother, keep inspiring us all

I moved this post to BB Forum guardyoureyes.com/forum/17-Balei-Battims-Forum/388715-honest-conversation-with-my-wife . Keep it up, brothers!

Okay guys let loose a bit... Geshmak, it stands for Keep On Monster Truckin', a GYE slang, that whoever will know on the world to come gets a straight ticket in Gan eiden, with a Woodford on the house. And if you wanna reply in Spanish go ahead I won't be offended. Chancy Marksz will gladly forgive you. I'm not worried.