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Re: I didn't make it........yet 16 Nov 2021 02:20 #374310

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According to Reb HHM I get a mazal tov so I wanted to share with the fam...

I have now started getting pop up memories of porn scenes that I have not seen for awhile now!!!
very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: I didn't make it........yet 16 Nov 2021 14:10 #374331

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MayanHamisgaber wrote on 16 Nov 2021 02:20:
According to Reb HHM I get a mazal tov so I wanted to share with the fam...

I have now started getting pop up memories of porn scenes that I have not seen for awhile now!!!

Sadly, I get some that are in black and white.
i'm all about that (substantial) bass, no trouble ....

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Re: I didn't make it........yet 16 Jan 2022 19:08 #375979

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Strangest thing happened to me on Friday
I visited a dark place from my past (not calling it a fall as nothing happened)
and ended up sending another jew a yeshivah bochur to someone to get him started on the road to recovery....

Hashem works in mysterious ways....
very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: I didn't make it........yet 17 Jan 2022 12:22 #376019

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MayanHamisgaber wrote on 16 Jan 2022 19:08:
Strangest thing happened to me on Friday
I visited a dark place from my past (not calling it a fall as nothing happened)
and ended up sending another jew a yeshivah bochur to someone to get him started on the road to recovery....

Hashem works in mysterious ways....

Megalglin zchus al yedei zakkai!
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Re: I didn't make it........yet 23 Jan 2022 04:54 #376333

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Thanks
just not sure how much a zakkai it is to be in those places
very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!
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Re: I didn't make it........yet 10 Dec 2024 02:20 #426834

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Been awhile since I've been here. Nothing much has changed with me. Still all the same struggles just not as accesible as they used to be. I feel that I would not be able to stop if the opportunity came to go to my favorite dark places and I constsntly think about them. Truth is I feel ashamed and embarresed of myself as my position is one of extreme influence yet I am such a discusting thing with what goes on in my mind. I will not see the responses to this for awhile as I do not know when I will next be able to come back but just wanted to vent and who knows, maybe someone out there that has talked to me before might just see this....
                 
very important thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21" option="guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/19180-FEEL-THE-HUGS%21%21%21">FEEL THE HUGS!!!

Re: I didn't make it........yet 10 Dec 2024 08:59 #426843

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Hi Mayan,

I haven’t seen your thread as I’ve only joined 7 months ago. Although my story isn’t as exciting as some old timers here, I think we may be able to mutually benefit each other by connecting and speaking. See a link to my thread in my signature below to get to know me, and feel free to reach out if you’d like to connect!

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We're in this struggle together; feel free to reach out! 
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Re: I didn't make it........yet 11 Dec 2024 04:33 #426902

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Ouch. That hurts. Feeling like nothing’s changing… you have my empathy, chaver.  

I’ll echo the sentiments and extend a warm hand… would be happy to get to know you. 
I’ve only been here a year and a half, so I don’t qualify as one of the old timers… but, maybe still… 

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