Hello dear friends 

I've not been on for some time and intend to pop in more often now.
let's just say that personal life has been really rocky lately with losing both parents and still dealing with the inheritance and what not all this has not helped me in my struggles.

what am I looking for here I don't know but I remembered my log in and password so I figured I would drop in and see where it goes.......

Nice to see you back. Hamakom yenachem… may things only look up from now on. 

Amen
Yeah lots has happened including my phone number and email though some might have the new phone number but no email right now.

I haven't posted but I've been in touch with R' Yosef periodically and I popped in a few times but definitely not up to date about the goings on on GYE.

I guess I'm looking to reconnect to those that have talked to in the past and maybe some new guys....

i Just don't feel connected or at least don't feel lie i want to be

MayanHamisgaber wrote on 08 Jun 2021 23:48:

Im sorry to hear of your loss,

Hi guys
today is my first day on gye i hope i will be able to over come all my nisyoines. Its been a real rocky road for myself until i decided to join.
may hashem help me in overcoming them all.

Audi2016 wrote on 14 Jun 2021 12:55:

Welcome Mr. AUDI!

How about you start your very own thread and introduce yourself...unless your one of those guys who posted once, did their share...and ran right back to their computer mistresses...

Please don't run away! Stick around. We look forward to getting to know you.

A8?

Audi2016 wrote on 14 Jun 2021 12:55:

Welcome to the family!

Keep posting. Look around at other threads.
With Hashems help you will overcome them.

Keep us updated
Hatzlacha

Audi2016 wrote on 14 Jun 2021 12:55:

This might be the best day of your life!
It's also the first day of the rest of your life...

The yetzer hara (evil instinct) tells a person, “There is no way you can be a tzaddik. The Torah's demands cannot possibly all be met.” Our response should be, “I only have to do that today, and that is manageable. I’ll deal with tomorrow’s challenges tomorrow. One day at a time.”

Feeling not so good about myself worse than I've ever felt for this time of year. Really have nothing to show as far as progress blah blah blah

very stressed as far as "Friday night as the last few times she was muttar nothing happened after mikvah night .....

Hashem should please help me and have mercy


a drying up spring

MayanHamisgaber wrote on 03 Sep 2021 22:54:

After spring comes summer and then the fall…

Thats if we let nature run its course. 
You gotta rise above nature and connect the spring with living water - reach out to one guy here - no matter how wet he is behind the ears. 
I’m available. 

Take the plunge today :-)

Let me know how it goes. 

Makrz
I called someone 
I got some direction
I feel like I didn't fully communicate how I am feeling and where I am holding
I'll try to elaborate later tonight 

B'Hatzlacha

Hi all I guess I should introduce myself first

I came to GYE almost 5 years ago with problems in watching porn sex lines on the phone and masturbation.
Actually my wife sent me here after catching me watching porn during shana reshona. yeah ouch is right. But thank Hashem she has been supportive the whole time even during subsequent failures over the years.
B"H I have a nice healthy growing family and these issues are not the forefront of our attentions though maybe we should be a little more active about them.
I have recently deactivated an unfiltered device and no longer have open access to the internet so I have been clean from porn for about 2 months now but still struggle with sex lines and masturbation.

I haven't posted so often recently for a few reasons but mostly I don't have the time.
Also I feel a little disconnected with the wonderful oilum here as the group with which II came on here is mostly not so active anymore.
Cordnoy, Growstong, Markz  (though he posts still) to name a few and mnant others that are not here anymore Zemmy Barditchiv . Also not trying to sound anymore haughty than I already do the forum just doesn't give me the same feelings as back then.

I have met quite a few of the tzaddikim here and called others, been part of Cords phone calls met Dov and joined a GYE group for a little.

I have been popping in and out for a while but decided to try and post a little more now as I have not been feeling so good about where I am holding and trying to do more.

Markz thanks for the push and I actually almost called you but seem to have misplaced your number... so instead I called someone else whom I have met briefly once and though I did not feel so good about the communication part of the call (I did/could not give over how I felt properly) still I have some better direction and I thank both of you for this
May you and all the others merit a good judgement for all your help.

So that's the basics for me won't have time to post again till after judgment day so hopefully I'll still be around to do that soon.

K'siva V'chasima tove to all

   

I hope you are the first of many “old timers “ to return to the site. GYE definitely had a different air to it back in the day, from my browsing on the old forums. More direct, intimate kind of stuff. The current guys are all awesome but the old guys would only enhance it. And we would have lots of Trucks to ride and Woodford to drink. Very appealing…

חדש ימינו כקדם

Feeling better than when last posted and doing okay

I am sorry that I don't post/comment more just don't have the time.

Have a great shabbos