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Re: Yearning for Serenity 26 Oct 2021 10:19 #373600

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We shall fight on the beaches,
We shall fight on the landing grounds,
We shall fight in the fields and in the streets,
We shall fight in the hills.
We shall never surrender.
Winston Churchill
Even though he was not Jewish there are so many lessons to learn,  his clear vision, confronting the truth as painful it is and dealing with it. And most important, knowing the enemy very well (Adolf Hitler ym"s) and understanding that giving in even the slightest would cost unbearable consequences, we should treat the Yetzer Hara like he treated the Ym's. 

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Re: Yearning for Serenity 26 Oct 2021 13:03 #373603

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                       את חטאי אני מזכיר                       Re: confronting the truth and dealing with it. I was preaching but not practicing,
my mentor has begged me to write exactly all the details of what I went through, but I refused because it was too painful to revisit my youth.

Maybe one day.

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Re: Yearning for Serenity 26 Oct 2021 13:09 #373604

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Even though I don't have the courage to revisit those years, but without being in touch with my dear friends over here I'm destined to failure/destruction etc etc.

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Re: Yearning for Serenity 29 Oct 2021 12:45 #373708

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The reason I sometimes posting humorous posts even tough I'm not sure if it's wise, is just to hold me back of falling into depression, and from depression to slipping/falling/stumble/tumble is a hairbreadth away.

better for a person to be called a fool for his entire life than to be sinful before G-D for one moment.

so I just reveiled my middle name: Fool!!! 
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Re: Yearning for Serenity 29 Oct 2021 12:48 #373709

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Rebuild613 wrote on 29 Oct 2021 12:45:
The reason I sometimes posting humorous posts, is just to hold me back of falling into depression, and from depression to slipping/falling/stumble/tumble is a hairbreadth away.
better for a person to be called a fool for his entire life than to be sinful before G-D for one moment.

so I just reveiled my middle name: Fool!!!   
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We enjoyed those humorous posts. Please keep them up.
(And your real middle name is Hero)
In the place where ba’alei teshuva stand, even pure tzaddikim who never sinned cannot stand. (Rabbi Avohu, Brachos 34b)

Great free resources:
My favorite book for breaking free: The Battle of the Generation 
https://guardyoureyes.com/ebooks/item/the-battle-of-the-generation. Change your attitude and change your life!

Rabbi Shafier's incredible lectures on breaking free: The Fight. Download here: 
https://theshmuz.com/series/the-fight/

If you're only ready to try something small, check out an easier way to do self-talk here:
https://guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/378128-Captain—Shtarkemotionals-Secret90Day-Challenge

Re: Yearning for Serenity 31 Oct 2021 12:03 #373741

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 היום יום א לסדר
אם כן למה זה אנכי
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