I'm looking out of the periscope of my Tank (Gev counted 18 wheels ;-), and its dark... daaaaark. Dunno why

Im now working with workingguy speaking daily, and if I still remain stuck in the dark, it's gonna have to be a serious chat with Cordnoy and Dov maybe to take to next level...

Signed
Formerly a non addict

Markz,
You have inspired me (and I'm sure many others) on multiple occasions. Please don't let me down now.
Perhaps it is just the lens of your periscope that is painted black?
I'm praying for you to successfully pull through.

Hatzlocha Rabba!

Markz wrote on 23 Jan 2018 18:11:

I'll put you on the schedule.
 letlet me know when.
And if you wanna do the one on one special, or the group thingy?

could we get a name to keep in our tefilos

too many people here need you back on track (or tread)

Mark!

Fight the good fight! (--if you're a non-addict)
Surrender! Give it to God!!! (--if you're an addict)
Surrender the good fight! (-- if you're an addicted non-addict)
Fight the good god! (-- if you're a non-addicted addict)

Help is on the way...
.

Gevura Shebyesod wrote on 25 Jan 2018 16:55:

Thank gevura/strong guy I always know I can count on you

Gevura Shebyesod wrote on 25 Jan 2018 16:55:

Thank gevura/strong guy I always know I can count on you




LOOK CAREFULLY
There's yeshiva bachurim in the back
Couldn't find sobriety - no clue how to get out
Until you waved your hand to say hi
They were stuck in a...






Tosfos...

As Dov mentions about so many SA guys hes met who are roshei kollel that give shiurim etc...

But these boys would rather stay with their schedule with porn on the weekends and posting on the forum, which is why if you look even more carefully you'll see











the 16mm heading in your direction

Hey Markz,

Just wanted to say thank you for all the help that you have given all of us, and that we are all rooting for you. Lead us to the target, be our Markzman.
Hatzlacha! 

My Tank is still upside down - Last few months I've been watching Kosher rated videos, but it's an escape a step WG mentioned

Recently on 1 vid there was some innocuous content which took me on a spiral downhill and last week I hit the same low acting out point I was at just before joining GYE in Av 5775.

As per advise of my Therapist that it can take 7 days to break a habit - if the Device Calendar worked for starting my first 750 day streak why not try it again. But $5 doesn't bother me - I need to feel it so I'm gonna raise the stakes

She says if this fails I should consider SA meetings as per cordnoys input on our private call last week

Thank you all for helping me to this point in my craz life

Karloss

Markz wrote on 28 Jan 2018 18:57:

Karloss = Car Lost, get a tank!
I'm B"H a few weeks without any videos, movies, clips, etc... It really made a difference in my life. BTW, GYE once promoted a Google Drive of offically kosher clips and videos, Not sure the name. Someone Steve something set it up. One of the movies there is definitely PG-13 or higher. If someone remembers the contact person, I can reach out to him to remove it.
Thanks! 

lionking wrote on 28 Jan 2018 19:18:

I had checked out those Kosher clips. Maybe it's Kosher for the women's section of gye...

False news alert:
This is the real reason I checkout videos on 613tube, because they have a "report video" button and if no one else is gonna weed them out, someone has to, so I'm going in there like Pinchas, just coming out with a black nose instead of Kehuna - no clue why, if I'm holier than thou

Markz wrote on 28 Jan 2018 19:30:

I never heard of 613tube, it seems to be just a wrapper for youtube. I was talking about something else which ieeyc gladly sent me the info.
Thanks!

Markz wrote on 28 Jan 2018 18:57:

Hey Markz,
You mentioned the device calendar, what is that? Would you recommend it?  
Thanks 

bear wrote on 29 Jan 2018 20:37:

Check it out here