Move on markz
(M.o.m)

Just curious,  why did you wait until now to mention the slip

Konseiywtsykwimp
 

I know how hard it is to talk about slipping and falling when you're such an active poster. It's great that you were able to say it. Don't let it get to you and of course...


KOT!

I'll answer your question if you can explain that synonym 

i didn't know if it was a fall or a Mast* slip. To me it was closer to a fall than a slip

came Shabbos I had a clearer mind I decided "tonight I'll check the rules and see what it says"

Im still unsure if I should restart...
The main thing is - I restarted my engine right away

but I'm still suffering from the outfall - I see repercussions when I slip...

Imho you shouldn't decide whether to consider it a fall or slip until said reprecussions fade away. Falls goreres falls and being clean goreres being clean. So even if L'mafreya it's a fall, you were already clean for a week or two and in the being clean goreres being clean cycle.

Pardon my french.

I forget what that scrubbing acronym stood for ill try to remember

I think it was 
Keep on not slipping even if you want to slip you know what i mean pal


Anyways lemaase, go vaiter, every road has bumps, vus vilstu shoin

Thanks guys

Ina - Repercussions i meant as retributions

I see instant 'hand of Satan' when I slip like that. My 2 kids got hurt the next day

but I didn't feel repercussion of my 'acting out' as in spiraling outa control. No. I was back on track right away...

Not exactly sure what happened, and as I am qualified to suggest anything on this particular thread, I'll let you guys talk it out. Jut one thing would like to say that I appreciate everything you do on this forum Markz and have been taking advantage of the free lust towing for the last few days. Thanks for being there for me and everyone else here for seems like a very very long time. hatzlacha.

Sorry... Meant to say not qualified

shmirashachaim wrote:

Me too

Fell Shmell Slip Shmip... KOTTTT!!! 

inastruggle wrote on 15 Apr 2016 17:48:

markz wrote on 29 May 2016 04:36:


Markz,
Move on. Don't get caught up in the- my kids got hurt, I need a taphsic- just continue doing what you were doing unless you see it's not working.

I'll tell you something crazy- I had some frustration and struggle last week and almost had a slip and I was thinking to myself- you know, Cordnoy slipped a few times before he got his current long term sobriety and he always kept on going, so maybe I can too. And then I thought- but I don't remember seeing Markz have any issues since he's on this streak.

How crazy that I'm pretty sure I was thinking this all this past Wednesday night..... It's he GYE wireless connection.

Hope that doesn't make too much pressure to see how much I and others are looking up to you...but regardless, we are!

Thanks guys for all your input

Posts should not contain details that others may find triggering, which is why I can't really explain this Masturbation slip

I hold myself to high standards, and therefore commit bln if I have another rare similar occurrence, that I will restart my count

Ina you raised a valid point. However since my wall of honor count isn't what keeps my eyes / mind off the street / internet / myself, I'm not afraid to use it as a deterrent for this infrequent struggle that in my books can be called a fall

Now that that's settled, back to business. The just having fun section has been waiting paitently the whole time....

Workingguy wrote on 29 May 2016 14:17:

Cordnoy fell several times as well.
He slips way too often.