Hi Eved for Hashem,
There are tons of guys on the forum who have SSA and you should definitely try speaking to them as well as the general forum. If you want names of specific guys you should contact on the forum, send me a pm.
I would definitely encourage you to take the 90 day journey. It did wonders for me in realizing that this addiction is definitely beatable (btw, don't get too stuck on the word "addiction". it just means that we have a harder time than other people. we can deal with it just like everyone else.)
However, I encourage you to also start real recovery in conjunction with the 90 day journey. The 90 day journey will not heal you or remove your addiction. It will only make life easier and get you into good habits.
In order to truly heal and recover, it is imperative that you actually take steps to change yourself and acknowledge the faults that led you to this predicament.
It would be a great idea to try the 12 steps (either phone calls or live groups).
All the best,
KH