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Re: HELP-SOS 16 Mar 2011 10:34 #101148

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Wow...
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
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Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: HELP-SOS 16 Mar 2011 15:13 #101181

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God, please give the ppl the power to read 5 page posts, because they feel powerless to do so. They have reached insanity after a few lines and the post has become unmanagable.
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Re: HELP-SOS 16 Mar 2011 15:27 #101186

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ok, i dun it, i read the whole thing, where do i get my autographed t-shirt?

very clear and very good that you articulated all that
you are doing good, keep it up

as a side benefit, you inspired me to dress up as a marmoset-jedi-steel-tycoon on Purim, thanks!
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
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Give, Forgive
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The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
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Re: HELP-SOS 16 Mar 2011 15:31 #101187

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tzaddik90 wrote on 16 Mar 2011 15:13:

God, please give the ppl the power to read 5 page posts, because they feel powerless to do so. They have reached insanity after a few lines and the post has become unmanagable.


Read the whole think and it was great.  But I'll confess what got me to read the whole thing was the fact that I noticed a post from you yesterday signed as Spaceman Spiff.
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Re: HELP-SOS 16 Mar 2011 16:17 #101189

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i interpret your deep words to mean that i merited getting a first post of yours on the thread because you love calvin and hobbes?
just tell me what else you like and i'll try to comply-
dick tracy?
r twerski's peanuts?
nancy and sluggo?
far side?
the tzaddikim are restless...
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Re: HELP-SOS 16 Mar 2011 17:07 #101197

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tzaddik90 wrote on 16 Mar 2011 16:17:

i interpret your deep words to mean that i merited getting a first post of yours on the thread because you love calvin and hobbes?
just tell me what else you like and i'll try to comply-
dick tracy?
r twerski's peanuts?
nancy and sluggo?
far side?
the tzaddikim are restless...


None of the others come close to Calvin and Hobbes.  Maybe the far side but those don't have the story lines.
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Re: HELP-SOS 17 Mar 2011 08:50 #101276

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A message from the tzaddik:

PRIME#2 3 5 7 11 13 17 19 23 29 31 37 41 43 47 53 59 61 67 71 73 79 83
89 97 101 103 109 113 127 131 131 137 139 **COMPOSITE numbers4 6 8 9 10 12 14 15 16 18 20 21 22 24 25 26 27 28 30 32 33 34 35 36 38 39 40
42 44 45 46 48 49 50 51 52 54 55 56 57 58 60 62 63 64 65 66 70 74 75
76 77 78 80 81 82 84 85 86 87 88 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 98 99*FACTORIAL10x9=90/10x9x8=720/10x9x8x7=5040/10x9x8x7x6=30240/10x9x8x7x6x5=151200/10x9x8x7x6x5x4=604800/10x9x8x7x6x5x4x3=1814400/10x9x8x7x6x5x4x3x2=3628800&&&ncr=if
i dont care about order,,do factorial,then divide that # by what you dont use in its factorial divided by what u do use in its factorial/npr=i do care about order but dont want all,do factorial,then divide by # of factorial of what u dont want/i care about  all and want an order-do factorial 5x4x3x2x1/combos=multiply the # of choices of each one by each other, ie. one of two chance, and five coins, is 2 to fifth power=32 IRRATIONAL #-if looks ugly,cant be written as fraction *** COUNTING NUMBER=anything you can count excl.
zero and negatives***INTEGER=not a half number, or "a whole number"***square root=a # that when it is mult.by itslf. which gives u a number #-and for negative numbers there's no square root bec. a negative times neg. is a positive, so for square root of neg's you need to invent "i"/i times itself is negative 1***GEOMETRY-if you have two angles of triangle, the a plus b plus c will=180.every add. side adds 180.***SIDES OF RIGHT TRIANGLE-a squared plus b squared equals c squared, giving you the longest side from the two short sides. i will look at the square root of c and thats my answer. **If u have a long side and a short and want the third, do long side squared minus short side squared and youre left with the short side squared.now takes its square root to get the length of 3rd side.AREA OF TRIANGLE-one half the base times height,and mult. that and that's the area.***CIRCLES-RADIUS=from middle to out its always same amount.**DIAMETER=anyline equally through the circle anywhere.**PI=in order to contain a diameter line, the circle always has to be 3 times the length of the line. if one then 3.14**PI r squared is the area of circle.**TO GET INSIDE VALUE OF A CIRCLE/THE AREA-do pi times the radius squared and that's your answer,ie. 78. now, if thats your inner area, and the circle is div. by quadrants, then each quad. is=19.5**A DIAMOND-rhombus**PARALELAGRAM=its neither a square or rhombus.**MAKE TRIANGLES WITH RIGHT ANGLES,the line far kinegged your right angle is the long side***area of triangle-mult. half the # of the base by it's height, and you'll get the area***MULT=even times even is even, odd times odd is even bec. the remainders will join and be even***YLB'S RULE=you can take away from one side of problem as long as u do it for other side***m to the x times m to the y=m x+y*when i see a prob. of mand an upper x=m and an upper y, then ev. though it looks like a
mult. problem, but its really an addition problem***LOGIC-    if
then=p >q/and=p&q/or=pvq/ **IF THEN- it will for sure happen that, but even without the if, it may be able to happen-by placing a minus sign knot before an OR, it turns it into an IF THEN**KNOT-whatever i said before, now im saying the opposite.*NEGATION of if then-by saying if and saying the opp. of the then, when we orig. said that  its vadai gonna happen**AND-both have to be true cuz thats the reality**OR-at least one of them has to be true-so if u see one is false then the other one has to be true***SETS-BIGupsidedown u-intersect, c=proper subset, c with underline-subset, A'-compliment klomar whatever is not in A, upsidedown u=union where they overlap, u=either its in this one or that one or both

***GRAPHS-if i see "y" curved in two locations then its not a real function bec. a function domain cannever produce two sep. things as it's product in the same machine*open circle=it means its not included in the sum that its pointing towards,*closed circle=it IS included in that which its arrow is pointing to*thick line=x*thin line=not x**in a graph x is always first*a f with -1 and then x is a reverse function, that when you put y back into the machine you get x, so i fx is 1,2 then f-1x is 2,1***GRAPH LINES-2 points on graph define a line, m=angle of the line/slope, B=where the slope is placed on graph/intercept=where Y interacts with the 0 of x], slope=rise over run, Y1 is the first point on line Y2 is 2nd point, a triangle is change symbol, ie. what changed bet. point A and B, ie. it went down 3 neg., 2.3 means that whenever x is 2 then y is three*to determine the intercept of slope, just give a value for x and its related value for y*Linear equation=straight line*Perpendicular= a line which it's right angle is with your sloped other line-when orig. slope is neg. then the perpen. line will be positive"neg. reciprocal"***LCM-30 is ten times three,ten is 5 times two,do also for oth. #, then mult the unrepeated factors and the unused numbers to. to get ie.210***PRIME FACTORization-15,div. by 5 is three, so 3 & 5 are factors. we write out the factors as a mult. problem***LCM-do 1x6,2x6,3x6,4x6, now do for other number and highest same number is the LCM***GCF-take 21,divide by 1, so 1 and 21 are factors, divide by 3, div. by seven.
now, divide 63 by 1,by3,by7. the greatest biggest number which comes out of both of them is 21.This is GCF.***SQUARE INCHES-one side is 6 in. and other is 4 in. so you have an area of 24square inches squared, bec. we did inches times inches***AREA OF SQUARE-do length times width to equal the area, squared.***

*Biconditional-A statement that contains the words "if and only if."
*circle-The set of points in a plane that area given distance from a given point in the plane. The given point is the center, and the given distance is the radius *Contrapositive of a Conditional-The contrapositive of the statement If p, then q is the statement If not q, the not p.
*Converse-The converse of the statement If p, then q is the statement If q, then p. *Counterexample-An example used to prove that an if-then statement is false. For that counterexample, the hypothesis is true and the conclusion is false.
*Deductive Reasoning-Proving statements by reasoning from accepted postulates, definitions, theorems, and given information.
*Hypotenuse-In a right triangle the side opposite the right angle. The other two sides are called legs.
*Hypothesis-See if-then statement.
*If-Then Statement-A statement whose basic form is If p, then q.
Statement p is the hypothesis and statement q is the conclusion *Inductive Reasoning-A kind of reasoning in which the conclusion is based on several past observations.
*Inductive Reasoning-A kind of reasoning in which the conclusion is based on several past observations.
*Inverse of a Conditional-The inverse of the statement If p, then q, is the statement If not p, then not q.

functions, logarithm....

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Re: HELP-SOS 17 Mar 2011 12:37 #101282

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Best of luck, bro - you rock!

And far side is the best. There can be a whole storyline in just one box!
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Re: HELP-SOS 17 Mar 2011 14:24 #101286

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tzaddik you are beautiful!
also now I understand why you are so comfortable at Dr. TOAST!
ישראל אע"פ שחטא ישראל הוא
If you're connected above, you won't fall down below - Reb Shlomo
ולבי חלל בקרבי
לולא האמנתי לראות בטוב ה' בארץ חיים
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Re: HELP-SOS 17 Mar 2011 14:40 #101291

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שיהיה בהצלחה מרובה

rootin and tootin for ya
(and davening)
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: HELP-SOS 17 Mar 2011 15:47 #101301

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ben durdayah wrote on 17 Mar 2011 08:50:

A message from the tzaddik:

PRIME#2 3 5 7 11 13 17 19 23 29 31 37 41 43 47 53 59 61 67 71 73 79 83functions, logarithm....

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Re: HELP-SOS 17 Mar 2011 15:49 #101302

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from another fellow math-atheist - Amen!
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: HELP-SOS 17 Mar 2011 16:05 #101304

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Dear fellow readers,
As many GYe's know, i took today a college test.
The plan was that I would pass today's test, thereby complete my BA, hand in my completed application to a Master's program, start school in August, finish two years later, and start making a real parnassah.
I failed the test.
I am not upset.
Nor am I upset and pretending that I am not.
I am not being emotionless and indifferent.
I am very emotionally as happy after failing as i was before passing.
I am NOT the guy whos' engagemnet brakes off and he has a lechaim in his dira to INSTILL in himself that it is for the best.

I am absolutely, genuinely, happily content and satisfied with this lot.
I will share why.
It is because i spent $400 and two & half months studying, online and with a tutor.
I took practice tests many times.
I used a book.
I typed notes into two sets.
I asked over 25 people to pray for my success.
Two gedolim were asked to daven for me and one said i will be matzliach.
I had bitachon.
I did a small level of genuine tshuva last night.
I gave tzedaka (to GYE!)
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In short, i did not lack anything.
I needed to get %50 right to pass.
However, the college board has you sign this waiver that the rules are subject to change at any time. And they DID change-now you need to get %60 to pass. I got a %57.
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So here's why i am happy:
1)This is just a college test, not an aveirah against God or man
2)I did all that i could and yet Hashem still decided this was good for me
3)There were many possible pitfalls involved in passing the test and starting my career earlier than Hashem's plan, or differently then the best way for me
4)the next opportunity is the best for me
5)Hashem can give me parnassah in a thousand ways-you think the way that i thought of is the only way?!
6)Rabbeinu Yonah points out in mishlei that greater than the mundane act is the yiras shamayim and mitzvos involved within it-so i failed a math test but i got a good score for emunah, bitachon, davening.
7)with/o this whole story i never would have found GYE
So i will wait for Hashem to show me what's next. So far this is the best situation, because i put Hashem in the driver's seat and this is where he lead me.
Also, all the more time to learn, recover, maybe join an SA group or s/thing crazy like that.
And i'm almost done with with pirkei direbbi eliezer. maybe we'll finish tomorrow.
I said i would maybe write a little kuntress over bein hazmanim for my friends on GYe.
So b'n I will.
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I am not upset that it didnt go the best way because this is part of the plan.
Let's get pumped for purim!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love, tz90
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Re: HELP-SOS 17 Mar 2011 16:08 #101305

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ma'ariv in one minute

in chizuk email yest. dov (?)was shocked to hear that R yeruchem said even the falls we have are part of the plan vichulei.....

it also in R tzadok tzidkas hatzadik #40
from r chaim vital in sefer arbah meos shekel kessef

so failing a test and acknowledging all along that its from hashems big plan is the very best way to do tshuva me'ahava, like r tzaddok says
and thats what purim is all about

so im on cloud nine

barchu ess.....
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Re: HELP-SOS 17 Mar 2011 16:22 #101306

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wow, what a great attitude you've got!
gevaldiggggggggggggg
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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