good night friends
pray

just said tehillim for you. going to sleep early?

good night tzadik
wishing you hatzlocha in everything

how about some chamomile mint tea?

and this is le'ilui nishmas the ladybug:

b'h, i used my online time to convo with the newbies, what a mitzvah
briefly, i made it the whole last night.
Hashem turned up the juice to the next level
Iv'e got a triggering lady of a neighbor who invests all their $$$ into fashion and TRIGGERING THINGS, and for their repetwoire of two girls
and this lady's got no husband...so no "how can you look at ___" factor
and her key got lost s/where in bnei brak
and they just came back from a simcha, all done up vichulay
and they were locked outta their house
and it was close to zero degrees last night, so my frau invited them all in, all three non males
and the guys came 40 min. later to be poreitz the door and make a new lock
and that took half an hour
and tzaddik90 already had hirhurim issues (BIGGEST UNDERSTATEMENT EVER MADE IN MODERN HISTORY) with this one

so GOD turned up the juice
it was like akeidas yitzchak
so i tried to learn
glance...glance...glance....
so i turned on the netbook and begain to lain the GYE handbook with trupp
it helped an extra %18
God appreciated it
and the whole night i fought, without fighting, and won, with brilliant resilience and resolution

in the morning i still had the nisayon, now for over 16 hours
and i slipped...and then....and i said "boy is this floor cold!"

and i was happy
because if i triggered you all and told you the details of the slip, you'd see how it was on an unbelievably innocent and new breathtaking level in this battle
and if you knew how i'd ....the floor's cold....you'd understand that i am %100 proven irrefutably on a huge amazing new madreiga relative to my struggle
and i held out for 16 hours, when 3 lions came into my house?!
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there are amazing things happening here at GYE and i am thankful to GOd and gaurd, and the va'ad harrabanim that have helped me along the way
and i am proud to share
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simchas by all

and now in hindsight, i remember the pasuk "vayima-ain yoisef vayanas hachutza"....
    .......

                  ......................NEXT TIME!

update on math test, for the initiated with the vip privelages:

just spoke to 2nd person who says the practice tests are much harder than the real test, both know from experience
THERE IS HOPE!
in star wars lashon "a new hope"
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and yest., as the super initiated will attest, i sounded like a wheezing and panting, psychotic big piece of marmoset Rid

and being emotionaly vulnerable and with lust pounding on the door of mine brain to let them in, and with the three lions, and nazi party youth group aktion math studying, i made the wife feel a bissel unnoticed, since my Rid marmoset brain was so busy

so this morning i wrote her a letter explaining i am sorry, and it's just because im undergoing so much, and if she knew how much the math aktion blitzkreig was ss-ing me, she'd chap
and i said maybe she can encourage me that I WILL pass this test, bec. that will help me be a person better and a husrubberband
and this morning she saw my letter and had so much mercy for me and compassion, it was almot biblical
and i started to cry
and i felt better
__________
thinking of all of you
tzmarmoset90

i forgot s/thing important

i am taking a neder that if Hashem helps me pass my math test and go throught the week up to it in simcha, then i will write a kuntress this bein hazmanim on gye related inyunim (in pdf) ((b'n)

fans, if u want to see the sefer debut please pray....

reb biblical marmoset,
you are doing awesomegevaldigwonderful!
keep it up and i am gonna keep praying for the
GYE Kuntress Be'inyanei Gidul Ve'kiyum shel Marmosets Babayit
keep on trucking
enjoy Shabbos

what a shame that some of my good posts are on fridays...
friday is knegged yesod so you'd think ppl wld be online gye till lichtbenching
instead they prepare on yesod for malchus

T90
Hashavua tov licha ulichol yisroel

Herr ois. Tishma.

Atta tzarich likross hahandbook binigun truup shell megillas ester

I'm ish licha mishkafayim

Zeh yoter kal

O atta omer li-shtecha. Anee holech lihispallell marriv

Hee omered

Kvar hitpalalta

Ata omer : adar bet mitpalilin bet

Hatzlacha!

My friends, this week i need bigtime encuragement to do the spacewalk to pass my math test i know it doesnt sound major, but it is and i omittedall the details from the thread. The Cia IS after me, you know

i told r sher weiss this morning "please give me some encour."
he said "you feel powerless in this situation, so you WILL have syatta dishmaya bec. when a person feels most powerless then he is most powerful"

bus coming....marmoset
wallabie

tuna baluna
joe shlobotnick and dopey and zippo

bardichev wrote on 13 Mar 2011 01:22:


ROFL and KIMPMT!

Hatzlacha Rabba! Rooting and davening for ya!

Knock Knock?

Anybody Home?

Just checking in,

KOT!

E