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Re: Where I'm at 15 Sep 2009 21:08 #18203

Chevra,
We gotta make room on the roller coaster for Nishmas...He's along for the ride.
Uri, soon there be so many of us with you on the roller coaster, its gonna have to slow to a stop.
Newtons laws of physics, you know. Or was it Dr. B's theory of GYEnometrics?
Whatever.

kutan
Rashi, Breishis (10:25)
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Re: Where I'm at 15 Sep 2009 21:29 #18206

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Re: Where I'm at 16 Sep 2009 01:15 #18232

  • TrYiNg
Heilige uri,
I jst read your long post. Your pain is searing through my heart. I was amazed by ur strength to call for help. Anothr thing that struck me , was your self awareness. You knew exactly what and why you were doing it. Thats the first step.  I think the surgery is doing you good
btw, I was thinking about that rollercoaster the last time I was slipping and started writing a poem, maybe I'll finish it for you.
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Sep 2009 03:32 #18241

  • habib613
uri, i know this may not mean much,
but if you knew how much you've impacted my life with your songs,
i think you'd never ever think of suicide ever again.
cuz literally, i don't think i've gone a day without using your song to ground me in reality.
i listen to your songs in the morning when i wake up,
on the bus
on the train
walking around
on the train again
on the bus again
and sometimes before i go to bed.
because they really help to "keep my yetzer at bay"
thank you, mikol halev,
habib
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Sep 2009 04:15 #18244

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Nishmas,

You get a Bardichever Gavaaaaaaaaldig!you make some solid points there. Its like you are here for yrs. already! Very Heimish!

Keep them coming! I see another star in our midst.

Welcome
E.L.
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Sep 2009 04:19 #18245

  • jerusalemsexaddict
guys im so sorry i havent been posting
so many beautiful posts
i am crying tears of joy
i have very intense fever
ive been drifting in and out of conciousness for the past 15 hours or so
im heading to the doctor again soon
iy'h with Hashem's help i will recover and start posting again
just now im too tired
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Sep 2009 04:27 #18247

  • habib613
refuah sheleima
refuah shelaima
don't be sick
get well quick!

refuah sheleima
refuah shelaima
don't be sick
get well quick!
-courtesy of one of my cutie pies

feel better!
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Sep 2009 04:59 #18255

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Refua shleima!

Let the fever burn the Y"H away!

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Re: Where I'm at 16 Sep 2009 08:53 #18292

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Have a refuah sheleima
Thats what we do say...
Refuah Sheleimaaaaah-
oh, get well right away
(Uncle moishy to the rescue  ;D)
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Sep 2009 11:22 #18302

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Refuah Sheleima, Uri!
Just as an alcoholic needs to avoid that first sip, a lust addict needs to avoid that first slip.Slip today? No way! ;)Fall today? No way, Jose'!
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Sep 2009 11:36 #18305

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habib613 wrote on 16 Sep 2009 03:32:

uri, i know this may not mean much,
but if you knew how much you've impacted my life with your songs,
i think you'd never ever think of suicide ever again.
cuz literally, i don't think i've gone a day without using your song to ground me in reality.
i listen to your songs in the morning when i wake up,
on the bus
on the train
walking around
on the train again
on the bus again
and sometimes before i go to bed.
because they really help to "keep my yetzer at bay"
thank you, mikol halev,
habib


yesterday, i was sad and she just walked up to me and said "here." and handed me her ipod. I started smiling! i couldn't help it!

GET WELL SOON, URI!
I am proud of myself today because of who I am becoming with progress, not perfection
one day at a time
I am a pickle, and I'll never be a cucumber again. and pickles are YUM!

my thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/6-Women-on-the-way-to-90-Days/248941-Letakains-internet-addiction-journal
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Sep 2009 14:29 #18362

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Uri

Refuah Shlaimah

Take care of yourself and get well soon

we need you to be healthy and well.

a tiny hole in the body is a large hole in the soul

so please take care of both

in not for your sake, then for ours

B'Ahavah Rabbah

yechida
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Sep 2009 14:35 #18366

  • jerusalemsexaddict
k guys i was gonna put a wholepost but now my head is really hurting me and i cant think
sorry
maybe later
thanks for all the get well messages
i love you guys (and girls.u can tell ur sister u love them,yea?)
-uri
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Sep 2009 14:58 #18377

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Efshar Letaken wrote on 16 Sep 2009 04:15:

Nishmas,

You get a Bardichever Gavaaaaaaaaldig!you make some solid points there. Its like you are here for yrs. already! Very Heimish!

Keep them coming! I see another star in our midst.

Welcome
E.L.


Efshar Letakin,

Thanks for your encouragement. It really does help. I’ve read some of your other posts. You are genuine and sincere and have a good sense of humor, too. Very smooth and slick (in a good way, of course) and on target. Your tidbits of chizuk here and there are very UPLIFTING. THANKS!

And URI,

REFUAH SHELAIMA! Get lots of rest. Kesiva VaChasima Tovah!!

Nishmas
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Sep 2009 16:42 #18408

  • jerusalemsexaddict
Ok im really not feeling well,but i simply had to sign on and post

I was just laying on the couch lost in my dizzyness and fever when my sister walked up to me and reached out for a hug.
5 years old,adorable,puppy eyes,very kissable...
I instinctively reached to hug her but i stopped myself.
I dont want to get her sick...
And it was so so frustrating,my friends,let me tell you
I just wanted to be able to hug her
to share some love...
some warmth...
to hold her...
and i couldnt.
sooo frustrating.

And I thought of our Tatte in Shamayim....
He so badly wants to hug us all day all night...
To share with us His love for us....
His warmth.....
But sometimes we resist.
Can you imagine His frustration and His pent-up love?!
Let's just let Him smother us with hugs,okay chevre?
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