if i get out of this one im gonna treat myself to a really nice meal at bar burger

No it wasn't me, but I can call you in a couple of minutes

what are u guys going crazy about?
ur making it sound like im about to commit suicide
its just masturbation and porn?
in a bit it will be over
its not like i havent been here before
im 0 days clean!!!!!
0!!!!!!
0!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whats the fuss??!!!!

momo go back to work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

It's spiritual suicide.
I'm not working until we talk first.
Pick up the DA*MN phone!

I got through to Uri.
We made a deal. He'll leave the room NOW and go for a walk to cool off if I go back to work.

great momo.
Uri, on your walk remember that you have a sis someplace thats cheering and clapping her head off..

Uri,

I really went back to work, and I'll continue in a minute, but I have to write this.

After you return from your walk, if your computer is on and you are reading this, I recommend you turn off your computer immediately, and leave it off until tomorrow. Don't worry about posting here. Sleep it off and you'll feel much better tomorrow. Even though I'm sure the walk helped, I am also sure that the Y"H is still hiding under the surface waiting for an excuse to pop up.

I just wanted to update everyone. Uri called me. He went for a walk (hurray, I'm proud of you Uri for taking my advice!).

His computer is off, and he's going to spend most of the afternoon/night in a very kosher place away from his computer, so he most likely won't be posting until tomorrow. So, don't worry if he doesn't post until tomorrow.

He's doing alright. 

Momo you're the very very best! If this is what it means to be "not normal" then you better reconsider wanting to be normal!

Momo-

You are a Tzadik. מגלגלין זכות על ידי זכאי.


Looks like G-d appreciates your growth a lot more than you (or I) do!

bs"d

Uri, i hope you feel better!

Momo, yesher koach!

Uri, now let's get down to business. You dread meeting Hashem on Rosh Hashana when He is kaviyochol sitting on the throne of judgement. I have always found that the plain truth is the answer to all my problems.
If we can understand what it all means, our attitude will change completely.

Why does Hashem judge us on R"H? Are we that important to Him?

We know that Hashem had a very grand plan. A plan whereby Hashem can share His infinite goodness with others. (BTW I strongly suggest that you learn either Derech Hashem or Daas Tevunos) So He created this world and on R'H He created Man. Man's job is to help bring the grand plan to fruition and also to be the ultimate recipient of that infinite goodness.  

So once a year Hashem calls in all His agents for a reassessment of their job. He asks us "So what missions have you accomplished so far? What missions can we give you for the next year? What provisions do you need for next year's missions?"

WE'RE ON THE SAME TEAM AS HASHEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And this is our opportunity to discuss our successes and all, with Hashem! It was last R"H when Hashem said to you "Yes you're right you're mission is impossible without some really heavy weaponry, so you'll get the GYE bomb!"

That's what it's all about! (If someone forgets that he has a job to do, then Hashem might prescribe shock therapy for him. B'H you don't need anything like that)

We just have to get rid of our immature image off Hashem and realize the simple truth that Hashem is All Good. period.

Chazal tell us: אורי (my light)-זה ראש השנה

Uri is a very high neshoma

We know it but Uri doesn't.

Uri hasn't seen himself yet.

but with our davening and with some effort from Uri,he will,he will

and when he finally meets himself,what he really is,things will get alot easier

Why is it that the last person that someone knows is usually himself or herself?

Uri, i literally was hyperventilating reading your posts! i had tears in my eyes! I AM SO PROUD THAT YOU WENT FOR THAT WALK! Hashem is smiling down from heaven and we're all glowing with pride!
You are not 0 days clean- you are away from the computer RIGHT NOW and that's what's important! every individual minute!
We're cheering you on!!!!!! the whole day!!!!!!!!!!!!! always!!!!!!!!! you can do it this minute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!