I guess I'm a Tzadik. I read the whole thing all the way to the end.

bs"d

me 2 :D!

but i will have to read it again and really think about it, and try to understand it!

Dov, thank you for taking the time and sharing with us!

I hope that wasn't a k'uli; I could use all the zechusim I can get.  :D

guardureyes wrote on 12 Aug 2009 22:57:


No it wasnt me,but i saw the guy too,and i informed security.turns out that the guy was on exctasy and was immediately sent to rehab.  -uri

Uri (JA) wrote on 13 Aug 2009 09:10:



LOL

Where is this kid from?? ;D

My friends-im suffering from major anxiety at the moment
you see,like many here,im not just a sex addict.im also a love addict.and i had my "fix".i was in a very close relationship with a girl for several years.it ended really badly,resparked again,and has been on and off for the past several years.my need for her is very strong and i put my whole need into her.pretty much every time we meet,its bad news for the jews.
shes been gone from the country for the past month,and ive been blissfully free.now she is probably back already and i feel like crying.
I cant stay away if i know shes here!even if i completely immerse myself in whatever im doing,once im in one of the hot spots(cbs,kosel)i cant think about anything else cept for the possibility i might run into her.
there are rabbis on both sides trying to keep us seperate,but it is futile.
ive gone decent periods without contacting her(miraculously)and hopefully ill be ok,but im so very nervous!
does G-d have it in for me??  -uri

bs"d

May G-d give you strength!!!

AMEN!!

this link is only for people who already use youtube 

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uri,

i think tomim has some good advice. i also know how difficult something like that can be. much hatzlacha.

WE BELIEVE IN YOU , URI! Hatzlacha in making the right decision.




:D ;D

tomim we were best friends.she knows exactly where im holding.shes also religious.weve had the talk.its just something that pulls us both very strongly.
trying-when do u sleep?this is ridiculous already!

Man, Uri, you never stop amazing me. The gems keep coming out!

Can't advise you on how to proceed, but one thing I can tell you, is that your posting all this and telling us about your struggles, AND YOUR GENUINE RATZON TO MAKE IT OUT OF IT B'SHOLOM, are an extreme inspiration for me.

Its like I've just gotten a big dose of Yiddishe "excstesy" (or whatever the name was for that drug you mentioned), and its not the first one you've given me.

Uri, my dear friend, all I can say is that since you started posting (I've been following your thread from the beginning) my avodas Hashem in these areas has been better than in my entire life. I keep thinking to myself, WOW, Uri from Yerushalym is battling ..... and I'm going to fall for that (whatever happens to pass in front of me in the zoo we call NYC) ???!?

Shkoyach Gadol, Uri.

k

Uri (JA) wrote on 13 Aug 2009 11:41:


That's just it. I didn end up sleeping this night. and gotta go ta work... :-\

oh, & mom? Tell uri to stop telling me what to do... >

efshar-  :-[ is it not written the evil of embarassing one in public?

guard posted another song.check it out