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Re: Where I'm at 07 Jan 2010 21:40 #43532

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Hey! Glad you arrived safely.

So, found a place to live?

What's new with the courses? You in?
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Re: Where I'm at 07 Jan 2010 22:30 #43549

  • bardichev
Not today uri

I usually give a shout out when I head to pom pom land (flatbush)

Halt shtarkkk!!

I hope you have a coat scarf gloves

Its cold!!!

B
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Re: Where I'm at 07 Jan 2010 23:54 #43582

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Uri whats going on.
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Re: Where I'm at 08 Jan 2010 12:28 #43754

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k im gonna go out and play in the snow and throw snowballs at cops.
have a great day everyone!
enjoy the snow!
its a blizzard out there!
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Re: Where I'm at 08 Jan 2010 12:40 #43755

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So i hear. Enjoy the snow while we enjoy the 80 degree weather!!! Have a great shabbos.
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Re: Where I'm at 08 Jan 2010 16:27 #43808

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wat a greenhorn! a flurry and he's makin snowballs! lol!
u rock, uri!
enjoy the POM chumus!
good shabbos!
I am proud of myself today because of who I am becoming with progress, not perfection
one day at a time
I am a pickle, and I'll never be a cucumber again. and pickles are YUM!

my thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/6-Women-on-the-way-to-90-Days/248941-Letakains-internet-addiction-journal
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Re: Where I'm at 09 Jan 2010 17:27 #43878

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Shavua Tov Uri. I cant explain how much us dudes in Israel are missing you. Uri PLASE come back?? :'( :'( :'( :'(
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Re: Where I'm at 09 Jan 2010 23:42 #43928

  • jerusalemsexaddict
I'm actually considering it.
7 months of being clean in israel.
3 days in america and i fall.
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Re: Where I'm at 09 Jan 2010 23:56 #43929

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:'(
no more falls
KOT
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Re: Where I'm at 10 Jan 2010 00:11 #43931

  • jerusalemsexaddict
thats the plan.
i just hope things get better here.
im really scared that this is a preview of my tour here.
america is not such an easy place to be clean.
i also feel that its harder to be religious(like sincerely religios)here.
im sorry if this offends anyone,im just sharing my concerns.
i fell worse than ive ever fallen before on friday.
and then on shabbos this beautiful girl was over for both meals and we were talking alot.
hashem help me!
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Re: Where I'm at 10 Jan 2010 01:43 #43939

  • bardichev
Uri shtark zich!
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Re: Where I'm at 10 Jan 2010 02:00 #43941

  • Tomim2B
I'm choking up. I know what you're going through.  :'(

Uri, please give me a call!

Concerned about you,
2B
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Re: Where I'm at 10 Jan 2010 14:14 #44020

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Uri,

"Kol hatchalos kashos"
Thats a bracha - that after the initial bumps and air turbulence, the rest will be smooth sailing flying!

No more falls!

Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM"
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Re: Where I'm at 11 Jan 2010 12:27 #44317

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Sounds rough.
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Re: Where I'm at 14 Jan 2010 22:49 #45842

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Uri! I hate when that happens. Especially when I don't hate when that happens.  Then I really hate it....
Well, life goes on. It's true. Somtimes I just gotta suffer. Maybe it builds character...haha.
I used to take a breath and say, "G-d. Whatever it is that I am really looking for in that woman, please let me find it in You instead (soon?)." And trust Him. 
Sometimes I'd daven for the woman's needs and future, and awaken that goodness in me that really wants the best for everyone I know - even for those folks that I may want desperately to use. Then when the same lust would occasionally return 2 minutes later, I'd daven for them (and all their needs, futures, children, health and satisfaction out of life and saving from all the bitter sufferring that many people have, etc) all over again. I have done this 4 or 5 times, when needed. An SA old-timer named Jesse (nicknamed the "Bozemann Hammer") used to say, "I can pray longer than I can lust" or something like that...
Sometimes it was enough for me to say, "well, that's not my chelek. It's just not my chelek in this life at all..." And knew that acceptance of that fact was just a pain I'd always have to bear, for there will always be a gorgeous woman out there who I'll come in contact with. There is no shortage of beauty in Hashem's world....so what better time to accept my limitations than right now? It hurts, period.
Sometimes I'd fail at all these or forget them all. Then I gotta make a phone call and admit it to an SA guy, who will hopefully commiserate and just say thanks for sharing. It seems to be useless and counterproductive to be reminded, "well, you'd better not do anything with her, it's evil" or whatever. My body revolts from finger-shaking....

Hatzlocha, friend.

PS. So when to I get to meet the soulful musician?
 


"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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