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Hi all

Doing really crap, slipped up a couple times this past week, need strength.

Net

Keep asking for help and Hashem will send help,just keep your eyes wide open!!!!

Hey Net,

Don't beat yourself up over your two recent slips. The very fact that you have posted on this forum shows that you desire to carry on climbing upwards again.

Remember, it has been said that, "the man who never did anything wrong never did anything." What I draw from this is that making mistakes is all part of life and the learning process, which is ACTIVE.

However, these small setbacks will not be of value of you unless you learn from them. You must honestly ask yourself what was the cause of these slips so that you can avoid repeating the same mistake in the future.

KUTGW and hope you're well!

   

Great saying, Desertlion!

The man who never did anything wrong, never did anything

Great saying! and so true.

The fact that you seek strength is a sign that you are a strong warrior!

We are all here to help you in your struggles!

Chazak V'Ematz!

Hello net
Lets get this cleared up. you say you feel like cra*p. Now not trying to be cynical, how do you know what cr*p feels like?
You might feel like a diamond that fell into a pile of cr*p . but you still are a diamond. Wash yourself off, polish up your act and you are a diamond.

The greatest weapon that the evil wicked menuval has is that he convinces us that we can't change. There are no magic potions. it's work, but you will get stronger every day.

Today is my 40th day that I am clean. Beleive me holy brother net, I in my wildest dreams couldn't imagine being at 40 days. A good streak for me was a week. But holy tzaddik look at all the tzaddikim on this forum! look at phillip, ben, ykv scwrtz, these people HUBBIN GERISIN FUN ZICH lit. "tore from themselves".

Please don’t let these Holy moments of hirhur teshuva pass by. Jump in to the forum. Come along for the ride, there are such good people here!

chazak chazak !!!!

bardichev

Hi all

Thanx for the great chizuk, everyione, I feel so loved!!!
Now that I've been free for 3 days, I can think clearer now, and I feel much stronger.

Net

hello tzaddik heilige net
Ijust wrote this to someone else but it is true
HOLD ON REAL TIGHT!!! I AM DEAD SERIOUS . these are the hardest days when I was at day 10-20 Iwas  crawling out of my skin .I kept a journal to keep my progress in check .I did it in 15 minute intervals.So holy tzaddik you will do it no one on this board will allow you to fail.you made the big step already now you need to hold on .CHAZAK CHAZAK!!!! Y"H is flipping out another heilige neshomoh esscaoed his trap he will try to hunt you down.

if you feel an urge say Y"H give me 20 minutes he doen't have time to wait he will move on.You on the other hand came so far YES 10 days is  tremendous in milchemes hyetzer.20 minutes.
YESH KONAH OLAMOI BSHAA ACHAS!!!

keep in touch there are such good people here.
bardichev

Bardichev, I can't tell you how much I love your FIRE. You have such a holy soul. This struggle is going to shoot you to the heavens!

I'm glad you liked the quote Guard.

Yeh, it is pretty hard, I've been really depressed, It's very hard to stop after doing it for a while, the body gets used to the rush.
Whateva 

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Net, I can guide you to an SA group in Israel if you want. I had a two hour talk on the phone today with someone there.

And what's with the therapy you were going to once? You should really go back.

You owe it to yourself to be the man you truly want to be.