I feel your pain, though I must set the record straight. Not the record that you had a bad experience, that's true, as you write. But the record about the mentors on here.
I was in the 50th shaar of tumah just less than 90 days ago. Its hard for me to write, but I will to defend the reputation of the mentors. I was in person on almost a weekly basis. Talking to prostitutes across the world. Clubs were a part of my life. I was a on every social media platform sharing and viewing the worst of our depraved society. There's more to unload but I'm not sure its beneficial for everyone to read.
My point is there's only one reason why I am clean now for 79 days.
Mentors
When I told eerie I'm not interested, he pushed me. Iwlr reached out months after I ghosted him. My dear friend held my hand when I thought my life was over.
In my experiences there was not a drop of 'self' in any of their holy work, only selflessness.
I cant imagine the pain that you went through, losing trust, feeling betrayed after opening up. But please be careful in your words when writing in general.
Also realize that these mentors are not paid for their hours upon hours of time, no public credit for their work. And def no credit when they don't get through to someone, which happens all too often.
I hope I'm not coming across as rude or not understanding. I just cant sit on the sidelines.
Hatzlacha, and I sincerely hope you find someone who you can place your trust in, to help recover.
You could reach out to me, my email is in my signature.
