I don't think what we think of the story makes much of a difference, Yeshayhu.
The part of the story that means the most to me is what YOU whispered through clenched teeth....

Please forgive me, my friend. You know, instantly and with great clarity, what you don't want to do any more. But you also know what you also do want to do sometimes.... And it's hard to reconcile the two perspectives....

So you are asking us what we think, about how one should view the story philosophically. But I think you are really asking what does this experience mean, existentially. Like Yeravam, you are speaking with Hashem, after He has grabbed you by the shirtfront. And you DO want the relationship with Him, but maybe only on the terms of a poor sinner.... that's what I think you're not sure about. That hurts.

I think I feel some of the pain. Forgive me, but I'm feeling that maybe the arm slipping back in has brought out the hurt in a different way...
I hope you find the answer you are looking for...

מאן דבעי חיים

My friend, Yeshayahu, beautiful story! I'm taking your question as absolutely rhetorical, as you want us to ponder and realize what you realized with utter clarity, that Hashem loves you always and forever with boundless, endless love. He let you know that He was unhappy with what you did, and the moment you heard the message He said "MY beloved Yeshayahu, of course you can have your hand back!!!"
If I may suggest, journal this moment. And read it often. To remember Hashem's endless love for you. And your love to Him
My friend, keep trucking!

"....איש את רעהו יעזרו ולאחיו יאמר חזק" 

Dear Yeshayahu, 

Many friends here are wondering, what ever became of your fascinating story? 

Alas, we are left high n' dry...