I feel I'm stuck with my addiction, this what I'm am... Outside I put on a mask and  playLike nothing wrong. This sometimes puts me down. 

Ready2work wrote on 26 Jul 2022 11:33:

real work invested into bettering yourself and improving this situation should lift you up.

Thanks for the chizuk & courage. 
​may we all have success day! 

Trouble wrote on 26 Jul 2022 11:38:

This so true. Often we think that it's all about the results. That's the way we're conditioned to think. When it comes to matters between us and G-D it's all about the effort..

Wilnever,
What is the "Success tracker" ? the 90 day chart ?

doingtshuva wrote on 26 Jul 2022 22:48:

Part of the new integration of the Flight to Freedom program into the site is the option to use the "cure tracker" to track your urges and write notes on them. It's much less black and white and tracks success based on how involved you are in the program instead of just streaks. It also takes your 30 day, or 90 day average to track progress instead of just tracking perfection. Anyone who wants to use it instead of the 90 chart can be switched by sending a PM to @MenachemGye.  

Rabbeinu,
How are you doing?

Maskim! weres illnevergive up?

Human being wrote on 17 Nov 2022 21:34:

I'm still around. I haven't had much wisdom to add lately. The few things that I did learn over the last few months that I feel would be helpful to share, I don't have the mental strength to put into words.

Thanks for popping in, I thought about you lately. 

Sapy wrote on 26 Dec 2022 16:47:

Thanks. 

I am nose-deep in therapy and a pretty big mess these days. I don't have any support besides my therapist and sometimes I feel like I am running in circles. Every time I think I make a breakthrough, I uncover another deeper hole. 

It will get better, but it's taking time. 

So so sorry to hear. It really pains me deeply. I hope things get better quickly. You deserve it. 

May you be zoche to menuchas hanefesh and yishuv ha'daas. Therapy should help b'ezras Hashem.

Sounds painful. here's a hug. Feel free to share your story if you want a listening ear. Id love to hear it Nonjudgmentally.

Missing you, WNGU.