Welcome Hopeful!

shua73 wrote:

What do you consider a slip?

I made a little chart to keep track of these 2 weeks.
I went to bed again on time. And learned night seder for the first time in over a month!!
And I learned a daf of Gemara, that I wouldn't have found the time for. So, this is 
already having VERY positive effects.
The urge to watch stupids is still there, but it's mainly out of sight, out of mind.

I wrote a long email, which means this will be short and sweet (relative to my usual posts).
My family is still "catching up to me": having dinner and family time together when I come home,
since for so long, I have pacified myself with the computer.
I came home, sat at the table, and nobody was ready. Nobody was there.
I think they are a bit in shock that I am seriously doing this.
Dinner and quality family time (real life) is way better than watching stupids.

I tried a frum suspense/thriller book, but couldn't take how bad it was after 20 pages.
Any suggestions? I read a Mishpacha in bed, but not too impressed with that either.

LifneiHashem wrote on 22 Dec 2016 04:24:

In short this was a slip as I was in bad mood so I googled something innocuous wondering if something innapropriate would pop up which eventually did upon which I immediately Xed out of it and turned off the computer that I was using and didn't touch my phone for the next half hour. If it happens again than it's a fall cuz then I'm just using it as excuse to get around my gedarim.

Welcome Hopeful

Thanks for your share!

Keep on posting, this is what keeps us Sober and alive!

shua73 wrote on 22 Dec 2016 03:57:

Hi Shua, nice thing thinking of going down my line ! 

Bout the Knas part, i had the same feeling before i started the method, then i realised that the reason im afraid to do the Knas is because im not 100% sure ill be able to pass it, and that small % is what makes me fall, as i havent got the full belief/trust in myself, one i realised that it was much easier, and i started the TaPHSiC Method, still working now B''h - 22 days clean!

Hello to all of you

Started to feel the heat now, bout 3 weeks that i didnt feel it, so the first thing im doing is announce it here!

Got the TaPHSiC fence as well to pass! but BEH we will succeed over the YH, and will not break it!!!!!!!

test

#BlankPostsMatter

WS,
sɹɐɔ pǝɹ ɹǝɟǝɹd ʎlɹɐlnɔᴉʇɹɐd ʇou op I ɥƃnoɥʇl∀, true to my word I gave you a Karma. It means a lot to me that the whole ganze fashtunkene forum liked your chaya who was sticking his tongue out at me, but you still did me this personal favor. A much more appealing picture, especially since the base can look like snowy ice

WS I was trying to quote you but my phone decided to post blank messages instead. I was saying I know the heat feeling and that something that helps me is to realize that our feelings are fleeting- they go as easily as they come! One day at a time & tomorrow the heat will be gone again (hopefully)

Yosef,
I owe you a Karma as well. You made a big leap and your whole life is changing. I was nearly oiver on being chozer b'diburo (since you sided with the giraffe), but I consider Karma a matana meruba which one may be chozer on (see gemara in B. Metz.). Now that THAT is over, I think I can only give 1 every 6 hours, but I will as soon as my stock is replenished IYH.

Everyone is special in their own way, but you seem to be the one who had made the biggest change (in the 2 weeks since inception of 196). (I tried not to use the word turkey to respect those who have no mesorah to eat it) Today we read Edus Bihosef Samo in the shir shel yom as I mentioned in a vort earlier and at the end of this parsha Yosef passed his nasayon

B''H the wave passed! thanks LifneiHashem for your Chizuk.

When i felt the drive coming up, i first felt so lost, didnt know what to do, so i thought first thing ill post it on the group and share it with you all, after i posted my message it got much easier, and was more in control.

If not for GYE and this Mini, i would'v probably  started with movies & gone off who knows where.....

So we are back full force, going on straight with the Clean Kislev Project, ODAAT   !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!