Thanks for putting a smile on my face.
*hug*
:D

Oh man, white flag up. Anon, we're going back to yeshiva! Gear up for an awesome end of the year!

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler than change

so true,
I'm with you on that, Ano,
so let's keep trying!!

very nice.

creativity is veru closely realated to pain.
keep writing.

I only wish I was that creative. I probably could get a lot more done if I was. As it is, even though I did not write it, it does directly reflect how I feel right now. I feel like quitting because it's easier to run...

and are you one to always take the easy way out?
and so some people are more creative than others?
is that a newsflash for you?

I am creative.
so what.

There are innovators and there are IMPLEMENTORS in the world.

I am nto an implemetor.
I have lots of ideas - so what .... what happens to them?

I have lots of ideas...but they also get me into trouble, too!
an active imaginatino is one of the favorite tools of the YH.

that all said and done -

I cna teach you hwo to become more creative if you are interested.

Take one little step in the right direction each day.

Even if you find yourself back at the starting point again, keep walking.

Take again another step.

One day you'll see that the fact you kept finding yourself back at the starting point was just an illusion.

Each little step you took will be added together.

And you'll find yourself at the finish line - with Hashem cheering for you!