I was doing good and feeling strong. Then I met my family and friends. It made me feel sorry about myself and feeling bad. Next day I made a worst thing and opened my computer and one thing led to another until the counter was back to zero. I learned I must be extra careful after meeting my family and being alone after that. When I peek once I can't control myself anymore. The pull is too strong. I just need to start over again where I was before set back. All the best everyone!

Amazing that it didnt get you down. Good for you.
Also that you realized that the trigger was being alone is so important to protect yourself in the future.

kvsk wrote on 03 Feb 2025 18:22:

Don't forget you always have our friendship!

Hi, I can really relate.
I benefited from Rabbi Shaifer's point that although the counter is back to zero, the journey isn''t, it's more like a dieter who lost 10 lbs and then put on 1lb.
Let's both keep going!