Dear Chaimoigen,
I myself thought this morning about  two other songs from that album:
"Mother's gone put all of her fears into you
Mother's gone make all of your nightmares come true"

And:
"Hey you out there in the cold
getting lonely getting old
Can you hear me?"

I can totally relate to what you're saying, I also ran around through the streets alone, fighting with myself and my feelings, my loneliness, and being very misunderstood by everybody (which in a way I still am in certain things).

Things that trigger me can be feelings of uncertainty, failure in assignments, making mistakes at my work.

What are you struggling with, and what triggers you?

Yours,
Poedel