Hi, I am having a hard time. 
I am clean for a while already and my wife has not wanted to be together with me for along time (For a variety of reasons) 
It is obviously very hard for me but I am getting through it. 

Chizuk always works....

Hey welcome aboard R` Hellogreen:

You couldn't have come to a better place for the right chizuck at the right time, we are a community of available ears at all times, understanding ears, ears that are owned by people who went through or are still going through the exact same struggles as you are, but we all know exactly what you're going through, and feel for you.

We are the warmest family out there, we'll give a "squishy hand" {I got it right, bennyh?} or even a heartfelt "hug" when you're up to it. It's highly recommended to call and talk to a live human being, {for all you know we're just a bunch of online bots made out of AI} who will give you his ear at any time, not just his laptops keyboard.

Start off by reaching out to rabeinu HHM at michelgelner@gmail.com or MUTTEL at muttel15@gmail.com or EERIE at 1gimpelovitz@gmail.com, I'm also available whenever you wish my details are below in my signature.

Keep strong and keep us posted
With love Akiva

Piggybacking on Reb Akiva,
Welcome!

We've all gone through what you mention and know the difficulty of not turning to  what can {seemingly} ease our pain....

We're rooting for you!!

(Always available for a conversation)

Muttel