Let's goo!! 
First milestone complete 32 days clean and it's thanks to all of you who took time from your presice day to wright something to me to push me forward on words to 33 days clean and next goal 60 days very soon bh

WOW!!!!!!
What an accomplishment!

Credits to you for making another goal right away, a very safe move.
KEEP TRUCKING!!!!

33 days clean looking forward to making is 34

Wow amazing. 
What an achievement!!!! 

Day 34 clean bh
Still need to buy myself something for the achievement but for me personally it's much easier for me to give up whatever I had to when I falled and so so much harder to buy myself something if I did something good cause I feel like I don't deserve it

Buddy, celebrate - not only do you deserve it - but you also need it! That little voice saying not to feel good about this awesome accomplishment is the Satan!  Statistically, guys who celebrate, graduate b'ezras Hashem.  And at your reward ceremony (as you eat your chocolate bar or whatever you do), thank Hashem for 30, and ask for more - just like at a siyum. (And we all know about that little voice that says "don't make the siyum - you don't really know the mesechta so well....)

rocky21 wrote on 07 Oct 2024 11:10:


Hello friend!

I can't PM because my account is less than 30 days. 

On Erev RH I went by myself and bought myself a breakfast special and sat and read a bunch of threads here on GYE 
(I couldn't tell anyone why I was celebrating:) 

If you were sad about the falls, you have to be happy about the wins. 
Chazal tell us, a hard win is better than 1 fall by a factor of 500 times (rashi says 4 for a loss and 2000 for a win) 
I don't know how much it is but 34 times 500 is alot! 
Alot alot!!!

Day 35 clean thank you guys for the ideas,I will bh on Thursday by myself something I've wanted for awhile and let you guys know about it

Day 36 clean that's 4 more days and we are at 40!
So there were a couple of times were I wanted to watch but it's amazing how my brain stright went to "no way buddy absolutely not it's almost yom kippur and it's just not worth it"
I'm happy to see that bh my brain is making little change's and I'm able to shut down the urge faster bh!

Arms up, ready to swing,

He doesn’t lose focus,

Because this is his dream.



With a warrior’s spirit inside,

He stands up tall,

Beating challenges in stride.



One day at a time,

He conquers today,

And continues to climb.



Never giving in,

He is determined,

To eliminate this sin.



Rewiring the brain,

He learns new ways,

Of managing the pain.



One of the clan,

He demonstrates,

The potential of a man.



Being a fighter,

He shows us all,

Who’s really mightier.





(In other news,

He owes himself,

A new pair of shoes).



Keep on Rock(y)ing and inspiring!

This is amazing!!!!!
I love it thank you so much 

37 days clean and feeling good going in to yk and succos bh
I did realize that instead of thinking/fantasizing about watching I'm thinking about actually doing something with a girl

rocky21 wrote on 10 Oct 2024 10:47:

Thats a level up!! The cleaner you are the more the YH comes up with new ideas.. poor YH... he's nebach feeling like a looser and desperately trying to get you... but he doesn't realize that rocky is strong!!

rocky21 wrote on 10 Oct 2024 10:47:

מחיל אל חיל

I got added to a WhatsApp group and was looking through the profile pictures as I normally do but this time I went back to look again and probably shouldn't have looked the first time and if they were dressed not well I put my thumb to cover the bad parts. So I didn't see anything inappropriate but I checked out these girls for no reason and feel bad now and I here that voice saying "ya it's terrible what you did just finish it off and watch porn and let one loose"