I keep having setbacks and I really need accountability. Therefore gonna try to post a daily update starting tom on my journey to 90. Really hope you guys can be there along the way to offer chizzuk and advice. This is the only thing I can think of right now to keep me from falling into depression about my latest fall

My goal is to have 30 days clean of any inappropriate material and then built off of that to 90

Crush it! Thanks for allowing us to share in your ride. 

Daily post updates are great. But the best accountability is with a real actual person. Have you spoken to HHM?

What else are you doing to stay clean? 

Ya trying to get an accountability partner. 

Hello, I've just started a new count (had a fall after 8 days clean) and I think 30 days is more doable to start than 90
Seems like we follow the same דרך and are at the same point (today will be a new beginning for me and I hope for you too bezH!!)
הרבה הצלחה !!

Day 1: posting this a day late. Was super busy yesterday which was great, basically no urges, staying level headed and trying to be vigilant. Going to airport today so got keep my guard up.

Day 2: was going great than almost slipped out of nowhere, thank god didn’t fall. Just gotta keep grinding. One day at a time. Super happy now that I didn’t fall!

JARES90 wrote on 20 Jun 2024 03:13:

Chazak !!!

Day 3: was going really well but I have this one computer thats still unfiltered which just keeps calling to me. I’ve been trying to get my dad to filter it which he said he will but he just hasn’t got around to, went on for sec than quickly shut it off and that was it. BH. I’m out of my house for the weekend and my dad said he’s gonna take care of it this weekend so hopefully that’s taken care. I’m still counting it as a clean day. 

Day 4: strong clean day!

Day 5: uplifting shabbos, another clean day

Did you manage to put a filter on the computer?

Wow really appreciate you following up . For real. Bh yes got it filtered over the weekend. THANK YOU for following up.

Day 6: Sundays could be tough with more freedom, however I occupied my time and had a strong day. 

wowo how or you today stay strong you or amzing 
we or wating for your update