Hey guys the name is Avi, im 17 and act like most teenagers do !  Bh im in my 32th day clean idk how i did it butt with hashems helpp im managing. 20 mins ago i was about to fall i was already looking at inappropriate images but i stopped in da middle and asked hashem to fight da yezer hara cus i culdnt do it anymore and surprisngly it worked soo help me out here guys i need some chizukkk and how to deall with the upcoming struggles

Good luck and stay positive!!!  We are all here to help you!!!  32 days is awesome!!

how you doing avi?

How are you doing R' Avi?

Im doing fine bh thanx for asking !! trying to keep da garbage out of my mind and filling it with useful things !!!

That's really the only way to do it. Keep it up!!

keep us posted bro!

Hey guys,
i just wanna let u guys know im in my 58th day clean baruch hashem. I havent been posting on GYE for a while since ive been doing very well. 1 of my commitmnets were not to take my ipod touch to the bathroom, since that was my biggest downfall. Well 2 days ago i took it "just to watch the news", before i knew it i was watching inapproprite stuff after 20 minutes of not stop videos i started to feel weird about myself, since i havent done it for 56 days ! I gota tell u it was SO TEMPTING to act out but b4 that i had to pray to hashem to get me out of this mess ASAP. right after my 2 min of praying my temptation dramastically decreased and i just threw my ipod to da side and just went out of the bathroom. So i still havent act out bh but i failed very much in not being shmiras einayim, It really effected me on how my next day went e.t.c . God willling il go to the mikvah  hopefully to feel better aabout myself. I just wanted to keep u guys posted and thank u all for da avice that u have given me it really helped !

Just the fact that you recognized it shows how much your are improving.

Hi Avi,

It's your old friend Aryeh. Keep up the good work!

Way to go Avi!
I should warn you though, that at this precise point where you are (after a mistake but not a real fall) - lies the biggest danger.
Many many people get completely taken advantage of by the Y"H when their in your position.
You have to be extra careful not to give him any leeway, because right now he's crouching right next to you, just waiting for the second you'll be vulnerable, os he can pounce.
No compromises, or excuses - for anything which smells even slightly of tumah.
Your in way too much danger to risk it.
You just have to ride this one out till your back to normal, a week or so probably.

But kol hakavod on stopping in middle, you rock!!

Avi,

That takes a lot to pull a way like that. Shkoyach for turning to HKB"H and allowing Him to help you out.
No looking back, keep on moving forward.

Just keep on posting Avi!

Keep fighting and don't take the ipod to the bathroom.

Im sorry guys but I FELL !  i reached 76 days i felt so good about myself. All of a sudden i fell right down the drainn and i mean allll da way down i fell 3 days in a row and i cant belive it that i went from being holy to impure i mamesh feel it. Now the batle became so hardddddddddd i cant even explain it. i dont know what to do now i cant even get my mind away from it. i broke a few commitments which includes taking my ipod to da bathroom thatts wat pulls me down the most, i need your help guys i dont wana hit rock botttom anymore please ill really apprciiate it