Thanks!
Spent a while relaxing on GYE and doing a bunch of posting, it feels good to be back in the community feeling better now, but I realize tomorrow may be stressful, not to mention exhausted, so I will IYH check back in then or friday.

9 Months (hebrew) clean today and 250 days, so it's a double milestone. 9 months reminded me of pregnancy, nine months from conception the baby is born and I think it's a reasonable mashal. The first day if sobriety is when you start on the journey to being born again, it takes a long time of growth and adjustment before you are a new person. (it sounded better in my head this morning)
The journey isn't over yet, but their are pleasant shores on the horizon.
Thank you to hashem for helping me get here. Thank you to GYE. and thank you to all the amazing friends I am beginning to connect with.