That’s pretty darn sad, Twisted…your final farewell, and your general painfilled, morbid posts somehow reminded me of this song…

I've been tryin' so hard to survive
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
I feel so ……. guilty 'cause God, I'm so lucky to live my life
So I keep all the pain to myself
Losin' faith, but nobody can tell
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
So I pretend I'm fine

If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew

I wish I was somebody else
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends
It's a silent cry for help

I wanna get better, I want you to know
That I can't do this on my own

Take me outta this hell
Oh, somebody help
Take me outta this hell
Oh, I'm not myself

I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, but I want to
Oh, if you only knew

Au revoir, my Twisted friend. Sad that I won’t ever see you here again…

Wishing you a ton of clarity and success in all your endeavors…

  -YKW

Twisted wrote on 21 Jun 2024 13:40:

We'll certainly miss your incisive clarity.

But move on to what? Helluva ride from where to where? 

Your daughter graduated preschool but she's moving on to something. To a higher level of growth. 

Leaving GYE because it's not working isn't graduating. It's dropping out. 

I hope I'm wrong. I hope your leaving because you have a new, better way of fighting the good fight. Or that you've beaten this battle and are needed for a new war. But I only hope that because sometimes I enjoy believing things that I know are not true. It helps me sleep at night.

Sincerely,

Someone who's also dropped out a few times.

Never give up.

i missed the part where he said he's leaving for good... chaval....
the guy has a wonderful thing with words, and raises some real deep thoughts. 

Hatzlacha moving forward!