Yes, the CBA tool was dropped from the main program, we no longer consider it a vital tool, although it could be helpful for some people. Here's a copy of it, if you want to try it: guardyoureyes.com/f2f/w/1.2.pdf

Went home for shabbos, so far clean for today.

I'm in a little bit of a tough situation (though not unexpected): My parents want me to start shidduchim. Like right now. They already have some suggestions that they want to look into. I would also like to; I'm already 24 and most of my friends are married, some already with a kid (I've done a few וואך נאכט shifts recently  ).

But I don't think it would be healthy for me in my current situation. I'm still struggling too much and haven't yet had steady success, although I think (hope...) I'm going in the right direction. I also can't imagine myself telling a girl about this (My issue has been serious and long enough that I don't think it's right not to tell, unless someone can convince me otherwise).

Although my parents know that I've struggled in the past, they don't know the extent of it and think that after I had four consultations two years ago - I'm all good.
I think they realize something isn't right since I keep pushing them off, but I don't feel comfortable telling them I don't want to start since I'm still watching porn.

I don't know how (or if there is even a way) to handle this well.

Hi. You mentioned CBA, so I wonder if it would be helpful to discuss your marriage CBA with your coach / therapist / rabbi, because I get the impression (which may be wrong) that you’re not driven to get married at this time, so it’s helpful to get that out to the open with someone. It can be helpful, and may give insight to your convo with your parents. 

What do you think?

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