Tired of falling wrote on 08 Jul 2021 04:45:

Keep it up!!
(Sorry I hit the minus karma button by mistake instead of plus; can only change a karma after 6 hours so I'll take care of it then )

Day 4!!

Day 6

Shavua Tov

Day 7
Spent my first time on the ‘flight to freedom program’.

How was it? What is it like?

I’m disappointed to let you guys know that I’ve had a fall (after 7 days) last night at midnight. I’m not as depressed as last time I fell though. This time was longer than last time by 3 days I think. Hopefully next time I’ll go longer. 
What led to the fall: 
I really don’t know I learned, read through the forum, and before sleeping I listened to a podcast  and got an urge after it, I was too tired to post on the forum. 

what I should do next time: ask for help no matter how tired I am. And never go to bed if I’m not gonna sleep right away.

Captain wrote on 12 Jul 2021 13:48:

It looks very good. You basically have a coach and you  read articles on proven scientific ways on how to break free and you’ll get assignments and homeworks over them. 

Hey guys I'm back!
sorry I've been very busy (maybe a little lack of enthusiasm too) since the last time.

Day 8 BH (after a long time of struggling to finish just one week).

In the small time I had each day I was on 'flight to freedom' and reading books on the subject. 

kol tuv

Hi chevra, hope everyone is doing fine.
Day 2

I had a fall on Friday noon, because I was on a certain app which offers many student discounts. and there happened to be a very immodest ad. 

I will try to reduce my free time and at least spend it around people.

Day 4

Hi! What’s up? What you up to bro??

Hey, man thanks for checking on me. Currently, I'm 4 days clean. Still struggling to keep clean for more than a week. I've just set up an anyonymos google voice number, so I can call someone when having a nisayon. I feel like that's the only hope for me, since it's the one thing I was nervous to do, but I have to do it now. Please let me know if you are interested. 

I'm trying to find time everyday to be on the fight to freedom program. I will also try to continue posting here in forum daily bli neder. 

No nisyonot today. 

What about you Geshmak?

Tired of falling wrote on 21 Feb 2023 02:44:

Sure I’m interested!! But I would recommend someone way better then me he’s username is Hashem help me. You can contact him through emailing him at michelgelner@gmail.com
He is really good at this… but he’s very busy and can’t pick up every time you have a nisyen. So maybe ask him what he thinks about calling me in time of nisyen and if he gives the go a head… then I’m all in!
Let me know, take care!
Oh! And how did I forget to say…. 4 days clean is amazing! Almost a week… keep us posted when you get your week. And doing the f2f program is a great idea too. Good luck!

It takes tremendous strength to keep getting up an trying again and again like you. Your story is so full of the fight and of holding yourself responsible. Chazal tell us that when a person comes to purify himself, shamayim helps him. Hang on tight, you will make it, you are a true ba litaher

Day 5 clean. No nisyonos since yesterday BH.