Day 14
2 Weeks wow. Proof of concept. 
No turning back anymore. 

Day 15 The one person in the world I can’t fool is myself. I know where I don’t belong and what triggers I need to stay away from. 
For those who know math,
15 is a sixth of 90. ....Then goes shabbos. 

Day 16 Tip of day, please exercise I find that exercise helps me tremendously. 

Question: Where is line between a very bad habit and early stages of addiction. 

Day 17 I’m not being careful enough with basic Shmiras enayim in the street. 
I will pay extra attention tomorrow. And try hard. 

Day 19 Everyone knows which places they most at risk. I put myself in such a place today against my gut feeling, was very close to falling. God please give me the strength to fight all I can do, and please help with the rest.

Day 20, That’s means 20 days of saying no. 20 of becoming a better person. 20 days of working on self control. I will continue to fight and I won’t let my guard down. 

iwillnevergiveup wrote on 04 Nov 2019 05:30:

and 20 days of inspiring all of us who read your posts and see it is possible to be done!

HHey man,  just wanted to say your streak is pushing me forward  although  I'm only at one day for the thousandth time.  

Let's keep going! 

Yasher koiach! Keep us posted!
You are a source of inspiration for us.

Day 21 Research shows it takes 21 days to break a habit. 
Hopefully this is my permanent habit creating journey for the better. 
To all of who read, say thank you, and comment on my thread, thank you thank you thank you. Everytime I see that one of you read it, it pushes me forward. 
God gave you challenge, he gave the tools to fight it. No one said it’s easy. 
Make him proud!

Day 22 You getting this challenge does NOT mean you are lower or worse than someone else. It means god knows you’re on the level of receiving harder tests. Act like an elitist. 

iwillnevergiveup wrote on 05 Nov 2019 19:18:

You write very inspirationally. Your determined, honest, balanced, and intelligent comments make others realize that the goal is attainable. Iyh continued hatzlocha!

Day 24 Hey guys sorry I missed a day was real busy. 

And once i mentioned it, staying Very busy is great help to overcome challenges. Organize your day, many little tasks. As you get them done you’ll feel accomplished, you won’t need a “fix” to make you feel good. It also keeps you physically unable to be doing else at the same time. 

Day 26 Thank you Hashem 
for everything you give me, challenges included. I know even when challenges are hard, that are for my good to become  a better person. 

Day 27 To whoever you are, feeling like you’re in the bottom of a pit, way to deep down. You tried to get out so many times before. You have even gotten out for a few days and fell back down. You may think this an an impossible task. 

Its like a non stop feeling tormenting your brain. You can’t imagine life without this feeling. You believe you tried all you can and it’s too late. 

But fortunately, you are wrong. It is never too late. You could live a better life. It will take every bit of energy you’ve got inside, but it’s doable. It took months of fighting longer and longer each time, to come to point where I can go a week without a strong desire. The first time I finally forced myself to stop I honestly felt like I was gonna die. My brain was in shock. 

Today nothing like that. YOU who is struggling right now, you can get there. DO IT.