I am a little over 60 days sober from acting out. I was only sober this long two other times. I am grateful to hashem that I made it this far. But, I am also more fearful than ever and vulnerable to the idea that I can so easily lose it. I feel like I am in unfamiliar territory, I am not lusting, but I miss my drug very much. My mind keeps racing towards lust and s-xual things and I keep having to give it up. I am still learning what it means to give it up and not just suppress it. Praying to hashem to help me every day!! Thanks for letting me share. 

You're doing great! Keep it up! 
This is exactly how most people feel at your stage in recovery - the White Book talks about it in detail. Just stay pro-active by connecting to Hashem and the fellowship as often as you can and continue to share/surrender these feelings at your meetings. You will pull through with the help of your Loving Higher Power.
Keep On Trucking and may Hashem grant you serenity, strength and courage.

Thank you for your courage! Very inspiring!