dear IT25,

imtrying25 wrote on 21 Feb 2010 16:10:


absolutely!!!
you don't know how much we want it...

i love you so much that every fall of you HAS VESHALOM is like a knife in my heart!!! not less!!

think of us, that every fall can cause us a very big sorrow.

and why?

because we are at the same boat, struggle with the same problem, and if you fall, so we can fall too,
sometimes it could be even trigger for us to fall as well. kinda permission to fall 

im sure you gonna do that now, for us, for your little kid, for G-d.
YOU GONNA DO THAT, IT25!!
YOU GONNA DO THAT, IT25!!
YOU GONNA DO THAT, IT25!!
YOU GONNA DO THAT, IT25!!

What can i say to such a post?? :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

Thank you OL and i love you!! :'( :'( :'(

you don't need to say something.
just do.

OneLife wrote on 21 Feb 2010 21:28:
I WILL!!

Hope your day is going well.  KUTGW!

Just stopping by one of my best friends to say hi and to see how your doing.

OL - hope you're doing great!

Things by me are busy, so sorry I haven't been around as much!

Keep on rocking!

OK, OL, THIS IS IT!!

Today's the day you were waiting for so long ago... Duvid Chaim's 12 Step program Telephone conference call BEGINS TODAY ar 12 noon EST (if you're in Israel, that's 7pm.).

Even if you think you can't commit to being the every day, please come to the first call. It's the best investment you could possibly make. And if the hour gets difficult, DC has other tricks up his sleeve. But please please please join in at the beginning, at least so i can "see" you there.

Steve wrote on 24 Feb 2010 08:00:

steve??
i don't know what are you talking about??  ???

what? whwn? which?  how??

OH my gosh, look whos back from the dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ho, IT25, have you thought to work as a joker??  :D :D :D

now, to be serious, i tell you that i had a little slip today. 
it caused because two reasons:
1. i worked very hard today with my head for 5 hours +-, than i finished and felt free, felt need to "enjoy"  something...
2. my filter doesn't block a site although  i have defined to it to block. this is the most popular news site in israel, and sometimes there is garbage.

i was exposed to some garbage today for some seconds (its absolutely not p**n, but could be the begining of the collapse)

i thought of you, my best guys and about my 72 clean days and closed this window immediately.  :-* :-*

my last silp, two weeks  ago, gave me big ALIYA RUCHANIS, after that day evening payer in a big KAVANA,
i bli neder gonna pray tonight again in a big KAVANA for more ALIYA... 

Fantastic! You are amazing!

Keep going up!

OneLife wrote on 24 Feb 2010 16:43:
Me a joker?? Ah you are one of my most respected frinds but i think you totally missed the point here. How can i be a joker?? I barely know how to tell a joke let alone get guys to laugh!!

Hey Boys!

How y'all been?? Wishing you all a Purim that is soooo heilig that your neshama gets blasted 12 mil back, and the malachim should need to reconnect your body and soul!!!!

I've been so busy that I've been out of it for a while... but my love for my GYE people has not dimished, and my hakaras hatov grows each day. I just hit day 71!!!! I have not had such a long clean streak in probably 5 years!!!

Thanks Thanks Thanks!!!

Have a L'Chaim for me on Purim, and I'll do the same for you!! For each one of you!! Yes, that's right for each and every one of you, and two for Reb Gaurd!!!

OL, Hope you're OK. I don't like to see empty threads. Makes me worry that my friends have gone AWOL. Hang in there. We're gonna party in less than 2 weeks when we all hit the big 90 together!!

please post, let me know you are OK...

BTW, lets plan for you, me and Haba to celebrate when we all have hit the big 90 days - Haba has two weeks left, just 3 days after you & me. i'm suggesting a conference call between the 3 of us, at a time that works, with a glass each that we can l'chaim eachother with! And we should each come prepared with a vort to share, to give us even more chizuk in the days ahead.

AND, once we set it up between us, we can give personal invitations via PMs to any of our GYE friends that we want to have with us. Especially dudes who have helped spur us on and gave us the strength we needed to get here. (I won't name anyone here lest someone be insulted)

This is gonna be great....