Mayan, life for me is so real and so good bh, 
now that I joined gue and i see men that fall and get right back up and KOT it shows me (I hope other too) that we are stronger than this nisayon, we declare that no fall will ever let us down, and even if we fall or will fall we are not afraid since we'll just move on with life.
i'm posting this feeling of mine on ur thread for ur the one that by acting as a role model brought this to my attention.

a groese yeyasher koach!

Michael94 wrote on 16 Jul 2017 04:40:

I do not know what you have seen in my posts to get such a chizuk 
However that is not the point. What counts is that you were helped and I am happy that that happened
It is a reminder for me that I have know idea what is going on and that I need to let Hashem continue driving my "truck"

Thank you

MayanHamisgaber wrote on 14 Jul 2017 11:12:

Maayan -

See HERE
What maayan DNA do you have 

I won't do anything even for $2 
Always did the free things never would pay for this

I'm referring to the מעיין in that post

Yes I was assuming that 
Sorry if I misunderstood your intent 

If anyone sees this thread then please say some tihellim for me as in the next few hours a major life decision needs to be made.....  

Said a few Kapitlach. May Hashem guide you to the decision that is best for you. 

Just saw your post. Hope not too late. Said a few. Hatzlocha.

Thank you all, those who posted and those who did not,

B"H the decision period is over though I am not happy with the results, my pride ans self esteem are down in the sewers and I do not know what to do now.

This has not made my lusting any worse ,for now, though I need to pick myself up before it gets worse.

Thanks for "listening" and may everyone have only good things come to them 

MayanHamisgaber wrote on 19 Jul 2017 10:41:

Mayan,

Being that I don't know exactly what's happening with you, I don't know that what I'm writing will be helpful/applicable. If it's not, please disregard it. This thought came to me recently, when I was worrying about some difficulties cropping up in my life. In the midst of my worrying, I thought back to the most difficult times in my life. To somewhat put it into context, my very extremely painful divorce (which even though it's over, since we have kids, the divorce I'd never over) is not that close to to the most difficult time. Despite whatever I went through, whatever pain & whatever difficulty that I went through, I made it to where I am now. I made it through when I thought that my world was over, that there was no reason to keep living & here I am, feeling content with my life. It made me realize how sometimes, difficult times puts life down more than it should. A relative of mine always says, "this too shall pass" & it's true. At some point in the future, you may look back to this point in your life & say "Wow! That was such a crazy time, so painful & agonizing! But here I am, I survived that and while I have a couple of scars from this time, overall, I'm doing fine".
Sometimes our minds try to convince us that there's absolutely no hope, but that's usually not true.

I really hope that this helped you. If it did the opposite I apologize.

BB

bb0212 wrote on 20 Jul 2017 05:35:

I didn't know you were related to Shlomo Hamelech! May you be the Moshiach!

BB
Thanks for the share.
Thank Hashem that there is nothing going on so drastic in my life but the perspective is one that can applied to any situation 

Thank you

Singularity wrote on 20 Jul 2017 07:10:

Neither did I. But even if I was related to שלמה המלך, & even if I was משיח, GYE is still one of the most helpful things I've ever come across in my life.

Still clean B"H 
But had a really erotic provocative dream that ended up being a wet dream. I still remember the dream vividly and feel really down about it as I think that I know why I had it and need to control myself more.....
And also because I keep getting urges do to the memories...