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Scientific studies show that it takes 90 days to break an addictive pattern in the mind. Start your own Log of your journey to 90 days! Post here to update us on your status and to give each other chizuk to stay strong!

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Getting closer to 90 days 18 Nov 2009 15:03 #29288

poshut yid
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Rabbosai, I am slowly climbing the mountain. I can see the peak but I still have a few days left. I am on day 77 and B"H feeling pretty good. I am trying very hard not to let my guard down because I know in the back of my head that it doesnt matter wether it is day 5 or 89 the yetzer horah will do whatever he can to make us fall and be miyaesh!
Now is the time I really need the chizzuk as I push for the summit. They say when people climb Everest the most dangerous time is the final ascent. I feel that it is similar in our fight as the yetzer knows that if he can make me fall close to the top it would really kill me and I may not be able to get back up. So therefore I am going to be extra vigilent over the next 2 weeks.
Derech Agav, I noticed that the Shabbos after I reach 90 days happens to be exactly 1 yr since I joined the sight.
Yu people are amazing and have been a tremendous chizuk.
Kol Tuv
P.Y.
P.S. I cant log into my account to post on the counting forum. If Guard can email me I'd appreciate it.

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Re: Getting closer to 90 days 18 Nov 2009 16:11 #29297

Ineedhelp!! OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1058 Karma: 2	Keep it up P.Y, ur an inspiratrion to all of us! -INH
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Re: Getting closer to 90 days 18 Nov 2009 18:23 #29327

the.guard Current streak: 805 days OFFLINE Moderator Posts: 6438 Karma: 138	Hey NSP, (80 points) You're doing great. Forget 90. One day at a time.
	Webmaster of www.guardyoureyes.org - Maintaining Moral Purity in Today's World. We’re here on a quest ; it’s really all a test. Just do your best and G-d will do the rest. Last Edit: by pplight.

Re: Getting closer to 90 days 18 Nov 2009 18:34 #29333

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Re: Getting closer to 90 days 18 Nov 2009 18:45 #29340

7yipol Current streak: 3 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder YES HE CAN! Posts: 4686 Karma: 12	As long as you keep an eye on that truck which seems to barreling towards you! ;D
	Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM" Last Edit: by USERNAME2005.

Re: Getting closer to 90 days 18 Nov 2009 22:07 #29407

imtrying25 Current streak: 16 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3010 Karma: 2	Keep your foot on the pedal. No not of the truck , of the bike. Wow than aside you im just a newcomer. But i cant wait to sit with you atop that mountain.
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Re: Getting closer to 90 days 19 Nov 2009 21:43 #29571

levite Current streak: 652 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 145 Karma: 0	we shall fight on the beaches, we shall fight on the landing grounds, we shall fight in the fields and in the streets, we shall fight in the hills; we shall never surrender,
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Re: Getting closer to 90 days 21 Nov 2009 17:56 #29784

the.guard Current streak: 805 days OFFLINE Moderator Posts: 6438 Karma: 138	Reb B, do you think that he should KEEP ON TRUCKIN? And what about making it? Do you think he WILL MAKE IT? I think he WILL. How about you?
	Webmaster of www.guardyoureyes.org - Maintaining Moral Purity in Today's World. We’re here on a quest ; it’s really all a test. Just do your best and G-d will do the rest. Last Edit: by armorh.

Re: Getting closer to 90 days 23 Nov 2009 13:47 #30050

poshut yid Current streak: 3 days OFFLINE Senior Boarder Posts: 65 Karma: 0	Reb Guard I tell you it is an amazing thing. Just when you think you have this thing beat then BAM!! out of left field the Y"H comes running. I almost fell last night. I was looking up something innocuous on an unprotected computer and before I knoew it, I
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Re: Getting closer to 90 days 23 Nov 2009 13:52 #30052

poshut yid
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continued.....
I knew it I was on You Tube looking at some things which were not appropriate. The scary thing is I didn't stop immediatley. B"H i did not let it go on too long, Maybe 5 minutes or so and then a something inside me said, you better get outta here before you get in too deep. I closed it up and went to bed. B"H I had tremedous help from above adn I was able to control myself. It was a mussar haschil for me that I cannot let my guard down...not after 5 days and not after 80 days and not EVER!!!
By the way, we are holding at day 82!!
P.Y.

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Re: Getting closer to 90 days 23 Nov 2009 14:10 #30056

the.guard Current streak: 805 days OFFLINE Moderator Posts: 6438 Karma: 138	What a victory, what a success! But an addict will always be an addict, and we will always be very sensitive to these things. We need to avoid that first "slip" or we can fall fast and hard before we know it. Youtube is pure poison for us. Make sure to have your filter block it. Looking forward to 90 coming up soon!
	Webmaster of www.guardyoureyes.org - Maintaining Moral Purity in Today's World. We’re here on a quest ; it’s really all a test. Just do your best and G-d will do the rest. Last Edit: by organized1.

Re: Getting closer to 90 days 23 Nov 2009 22:54 #30210

poshut yid
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Today has been a very difficult day. There is a part of me that wants to act out and I dont know where it is coming from? I am 82 days in and I dont understand why I am all of a sudden getting these thoughts? I was hoping that as I get closer to 90 the thoughts would go away but now it seems as I get closer and closer, the desire is getting stronger!!
The other thought that keeps going through my mind is that there is no way I can do this forever! I know I should be thinking one day at a time but how can I conquer this LONG TERM???
I wish that there was a magic wand that I could waive and everything will be fixed but alas, it is just not that simple!
P.Y.

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Re: Getting closer to 90 days 23 Nov 2009 23:14 #30215

imtrying25 Current streak: 16 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3010 Karma: 2	Its the Y"H. Its all the bad mans fault. He knows your about to accomplish something unbelievable and tremendous so hes putting up the best fight hes got. Seriously this is how he works. So show him that youve got what it takes to beat him. It gives me so much chizuk seeing all the people that reach 90. It gives me that extra push to try and make it.
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Re: Getting closer to 90 days 24 Nov 2009 11:16 #30287

the.guard Current streak: 805 days OFFLINE Moderator Posts: 6438 Karma: 138	Poshut, if you want to beat this for the long term, I suggest reading all of Dov's posts on this forum. (Start with the powerful one in today's Chizuk e-mail #639...Coming soon!) You can access all 40 pages of Dov's precious posts at this link.
	Webmaster of www.guardyoureyes.org - Maintaining Moral Purity in Today's World. We’re here on a quest ; it’s really all a test. Just do your best and G-d will do the rest. Last Edit: by asherbacharbanu.