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Re: Here we go 08 May 2016 02:52 #287068

Aryeh821 Current streak: 591 days OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 289 Karma: 8	Yesod wrote: I imagine you have alot of qualified people to talk to, but in case you run out of numbers and you need another I'm more than glad to share mine. B'H I've got a few but the more the merrier you want my email?
	Soberity is a journey NOT a destination

Re: Here we go 08 May 2016 02:54 #287069

Markz OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 8281 Karma: 427	Yesods email is in the "Free Towing" page success story list, and I'm planning to have yours here too
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Re: Here we go 08 May 2016 02:57 #287071

Aryeh821 Current streak: 591 days OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 289 Karma: 8	markz wrote: Yesods email is in the "Free Towing" page success story list, and I'm planning to have yours here too Thanks and I hope so too
	Soberity is a journey NOT a destination

Re: Here we go 08 May 2016 03:26 #287080

inastruggle Current streak: 25 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder the picture is shimshon hagibor. not st. mary.... Posts: 1263 Karma: 35	It's great that you're still clean. Like a retired member used to say, falls don't happen in a vaccum. It might be a good idea for you to figure out why you almost fell, what led up to it etc. KOMT!

Re: Here we go 08 May 2016 03:45 #287085

Aryeh821 Current streak: 591 days OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 289 Karma: 8	inastruggle wrote: It's great that you're still clean. Like a retired member used to say, falls don't happen in a vaccum. It might be a good idea for you to figure out why you almost fell, what led up to it etc. KOMT! Ya I made an appointment with my mashgiach tomorrow to discuss underlying issues my progress plans going forward ETC I'll update how it goes probably Friday
	Soberity is a journey NOT a destination Last Edit: 08 May 2016 03:45 by Aryeh821.

Re: Here we go 11 May 2016 02:56 #287430

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It's late an I gotta go to sleep but I'm feeling the feelings so I gotta post (as opposed to doing it tomorrow) this post is both a cry for help and putting my thoughts to concrete which I've found helps

today hasn't Been the best day and I've been struggling with one particular fantasy which I alternate between being sickened and aroused

im scared I don't want to fall but I want to give in to stop fighting but I don't want to fall back down to the mud

this is me reaching out thoughts/help/ideas?

Soberity is a journey NOT a destination

Re: Here we go 11 May 2016 03:35 #287432

mirror OFFLINE Expert Boarder Posts: 84 Karma: 1	Aryeh, from the posts at the top of this page it sounds like you have the numbers and/or email addresses of a few people here. Maybe you can use them tonight. I'm sure they won't mind if you are trying to avoid a fall. I'm praying for you.

Re: Here we go 11 May 2016 04:31 #287444

Yesod OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 827 Karma: 79	Yeah Aryeh, why don't you call? I have unlimited minutes on my plan

Re: Here we go 11 May 2016 04:36 #287446

Aryeh821 Current streak: 591 days OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 289 Karma: 8	Yesod wrote: Yeah Aryeh, why don't you call? I have unlimited minutes on my plan First of all thanks but cords helped me out already I e-mailed you as of right now phoning wouldn't work but I wrote down your number to take to yeshivah in case I need back up (can't email there)
	Soberity is a journey NOT a destination

Re: Here we go 11 May 2016 13:06 #287474

Yesod OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 827 Karma: 79	Anytime, have a good one

Re: Here we go 11 May 2016 22:15 #287553

stillgoing OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1700 Karma: 157	Aryeh, how's it going today, and how was last night?
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Re: Here we go 13 May 2016 17:37 #287729

Aryeh821
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Hey Chevra
so suprisingly enough I don't actually know everything
on Tuesday night one of the people I reached out to was cordnoy and he told me to pray I was incensed he was supposed to be one the guys with the answers doesn't he know that I've been davening for 5 years what's it going to help so anyways I did pray and wadya know it worked I survived so thanks for that
I have a fantasy that's been tugging at me for days and my neighbors using my trampoline pretty much everyday definitely does not help the situation
ideas/thoughts

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Re: Here we go 13 May 2016 17:47 #287731

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Are you reaching out for how to be rescued, or are you seeking a life mindset changer?

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Re: Here we go 13 May 2016 19:25 #287742

Aryeh821 Current streak: 591 days OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 289 Karma: 8	cordnoy wrote: Are you reaching out for how to be rescued, or are you seeking a life mindset changer? Both
	Soberity is a journey NOT a destination

Re: Here we go 13 May 2016 21:31 #287757

Aryeh821 Current streak: 591 days OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 289 Karma: 8	I feel like a creep I fell again I left my house to go play tennis with some friends hoping to get lust out of my system and some exercise unfortunately when I came back my neighbors were still there and after a few minutes of internal struggling I started staring out my window after that it was just downhill
	Soberity is a journey NOT a destination