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Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 20 May 2016 21:53 #288438

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You're okay in my book.
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My threads:
www.guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/236327-Bigmoish-tries-to-be-good
www.guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/236329-Bigmoishs-path-to-tahara

"We have met the enemy and he is us" - Pogo
"Expectation is the mother of frustration" - gibbor120
"Today, damn it! Today!" - cordnoy
"Desiring is not a sin at all, but just a sign that you are not dead yet" - Dov
"We are our own worst observer" - eslaasos's therapist
WDHW!!!

Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 29 Jul 2016 18:06 #292958

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Besides for being my 1,000th post, today is the 2 year anniversary of my first post.
Although I still have yet to reach 90 days clean, for the last several months I have actually been able to live life on a pretty consistent basis, without the constant shadow of lust and escape hovering over me as I have felt for the several years prior.  I feel this is a result of getting close to real people here who struggle just like me. In addition, I went to my first SA meeting this week, and I hope to progress further into recovery with my new friends.
I would like to thank everyone on this forum who has helped me get to where I am today, and I apologize if I am forgetting anyone.
I owe my life to you.

cordnoy
skeptical
Dov
guard
Gevura ShebYesod
gibbor120
inastruggle
Positivity
Pidaini (anyone hear from him?)
dms123456789
unanunanunanunanunanumun
serenity
newyorker94
shlomo24
lizhensk
reallygettingthere
dd
pischoshelmachat
9494
WhenZeidyWasYoung
Watson
an honest mouse
yidtryingharder
eslaasos
mggsmbs
realsimcha
stillgoing
Avrohom

I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Moshe


Handbook | Skep's Tips
My threads:
www.guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/236327-Bigmoish-tries-to-be-good
www.guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/236329-Bigmoishs-path-to-tahara

"We have met the enemy and he is us" - Pogo
"Expectation is the mother of frustration" - gibbor120
"Today, damn it! Today!" - cordnoy
"Desiring is not a sin at all, but just a sign that you are not dead yet" - Dov
"We are our own worst observer" - eslaasos's therapist
WDHW!!!
Last Edit: 29 Jul 2016 18:52 by bigmoish.

Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 29 Jul 2016 19:42 #292964

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Mazel Tov and happy anniversary! KUTGW & KOMT!!
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וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 29 Jul 2016 20:23 #292969

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Mazel tov on your posts and anniversary.

It's amazing that you took the step to go to a live meeting.

KOI  !!!!!
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Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 29 Jul 2016 20:40 #292973

May HKB"H  accept your mesiras nefesh and see it fit to free you of this debilitating struggle. May you come out from this a better, stronger and happier person and may you live in blissful happiness and affection with your wife and family until 120 accompanied by health, wealth and happiness.
I always think about you and have gotten much chizzuk from our talks as well as your posts.

Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 30 Jul 2016 05:07 #292983

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Moshe: I feel lucky to be able to call you a friend. You were there for me in my darkest hour, and there was a reason I felt I could open up to you and rely on you. You're truly a special person with a good heart. I feel honored that I was in the list of people. I also was pleasantly surprised how thorough the list was, (I will tell newyorker94 that you say thank you). I applaud you taking that Big Step, (badumbum), of attended a live SA meeting. It's a good place and everyone has to go through their own processes before going to a meeting. Apparently God decided it was time. Hatzlacha Raba.
If you're an LGBTQ or LGBTQ-questioning person and looking for someone who can understand you, feel free to reach out. I promise no judgement and to try and listen the best I can. 

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Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 31 Jul 2016 21:37 #293027

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Bigmoish wrote on 29 Jul 2016 18:06:

Besides for being my 1,000th post, today is the 2 year anniversary of my first post.
Although I still have yet to reach 90 days clean, for the last several months I have actually been able to live life on a pretty consistent basis, without the constant shadow of lust and escape hovering over me as I have felt for the several years prior.  I feel this is a result of getting close to real people here who struggle just like me. In addition, I went to my first SA meeting this week, and I hope to progress further into recovery with my new friends.
I would like to thank everyone on this forum who has helped me get to where I am today, and I apologize if I am forgetting anyone.
I owe my life to you.

cordnoy
skeptical
Dov
guard
Gevura ShebYesod
gibbor120
inastruggle
Positivity
Pidaini (anyone hear from him?)
dms123456789
unanunanunanunanunanumun
serenity
newyorker94
shlomo24
lizhensk
reallygettingthere
dd
pischoshelmachat
9494
WhenZeidyWasYoung
Watson
an honest mouse
yidtryingharder
eslaasos
mggsmbs
realsimcha
Avrohom

I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Moshe



I like that trick. You write a hundred names, so everyone who you listed has to click thank you to the post. Soon you'll have the most thank you's on the site 
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STORY TIME :)

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Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 14 Sep 2016 19:29 #295111

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I finally fixed the FAQ link in my signature, so all of you who have been clicking unsuccessfully since GYE moved that web page, go ahead and try again now. 
Handbook | Skep's Tips
My threads:
www.guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/236327-Bigmoish-tries-to-be-good
www.guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/236329-Bigmoishs-path-to-tahara

"We have met the enemy and he is us" - Pogo
"Expectation is the mother of frustration" - gibbor120
"Today, damn it! Today!" - cordnoy
"Desiring is not a sin at all, but just a sign that you are not dead yet" - Dov
"We are our own worst observer" - eslaasos's therapist
WDHW!!!

Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 16 Sep 2016 15:48 #295185

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Hey Moish,
First off congrats on your milestone. I owe you one tremendous debt of gratitude. I was flailing around and sinking deeper into my addiction when I came onto GYE. You reached out to me (several times actually) and got me to take some more serious steps. Which led to me finally joining live SA ( I'm now almost 60 days sober and they were some of the hardest 60 days I've ever had! But I think this was the first real sobriety I've ever experianced.) You were definitely the catalyst that got me to this point. Just having someone reach out to me then when I felt totally isolated was such a boost for me. So you have my eternal gratitude.
Wishing you much hatzlocha!

Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 16 Sep 2016 16:03 #295186

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Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 15 Feb 2017 02:35 #305892

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Hello Hello Hello. Why am I hearing my echo echo echo.Anybody home ome ome e ......???????
BIG SHOT!
Free Choice?!
Yirai's Memories
STORY TIME :)

Dr. Seuss - You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself in any direction you choose. You're on your own, and you know what you know. And you are the guy who'll decide where to go.

FSKOT! (Fell Shmell--Keep on Trucking) (The Rebba R' Bards)

613stillgoing@gmail.com

Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 15 Feb 2017 03:01 #305896

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Hi
Handbook | Skep's Tips
My threads:
www.guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/236327-Bigmoish-tries-to-be-good
www.guardyoureyes.com/forum/4-On-the-Way-to-90-Days/236329-Bigmoishs-path-to-tahara

"We have met the enemy and he is us" - Pogo
"Expectation is the mother of frustration" - gibbor120
"Today, damn it! Today!" - cordnoy
"Desiring is not a sin at all, but just a sign that you are not dead yet" - Dov
"We are our own worst observer" - eslaasos's therapist
WDHW!!!

Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 15 Feb 2017 03:07 #305897

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Look who the tiger dragged in!



 How u been? 
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 15 Feb 2017 03:18 #305898

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Bigmoish wrote on 15 Feb 2017 03:01:
Hi

Hi! Good to read your voice.
If you're an LGBTQ or LGBTQ-questioning person and looking for someone who can understand you, feel free to reach out. I promise no judgement and to try and listen the best I can. 

Email: iam24zman@gmail.com

Re: Bigmoish's path to tahara 15 Feb 2017 03:59 #305911

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Shlomo24 wrote on 15 Feb 2017 03:18:

Bigmoish wrote on 15 Feb 2017 03:01:
Hi

Hi! Good to read your voice.


I love that line!
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