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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 21 Dec 2014 21:45 #245477

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Gevura Shebyesod wrote:
Why did the chicken cross the road?

To read the Yated. You get it?

No, I get the Hamodia.


Yep; thanks.
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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 01 Jan 2015 03:20 #246352

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So much gold here!

Thank you inastruggle for all your posts, everything is so much more approachable and relatable on this thread. I'm very happy I stumbled on it.
Day by day. Show Hashem that you mean it and He will help with the rest.

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 01 Jan 2015 06:44 #246376

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Just as I thought/feared: It's late at night, for me anyway. I have an enforced day off tomorrow.

I have just finished the last bits of required online "professional development" required for the year-- and I am fed up and bored.

Worst of all, I just "made it" to 14 days. That sets me up for "Hey man, you deSERVE some FUN! You made it to 2 weeks, didn't you? That proves you can kick this ANY time! So go ahead!"

Thank Gd, I remembered the Tools and Attitudes and did some reading instead of some looking, if you know what I mean. Now I don't know what I'll do during the 10th of Tevet, since there's no one in town to do it with...But one problem at a time. Good night and Gd bless all of you.

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 01 Jan 2015 22:55 #246420

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Shakeitoff

Just as I thought/feared: It's late at night, for me anyway. I have an enforced day off tomorrow.

I have just finished the last bits of required online "professional development" required for the year-- and I am fed up and bored.

Worst of all, I just "made it" to 14 days. That sets me up for "Hey man, you deSERVE some FUN! You made it to 2 weeks, didn't you? That proves you can kick this ANY time! So go ahead!"
Why does 14 days have to "set you up" for anything. Its just another day! BH, another clean day! 1 day, 1 day ey ey eyey!
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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 02 Jan 2015 00:05 #246422

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It's been a while since I wrote anything here. B"h I'm still clean, and it's been mostly smooth sailing, (with the almost inevitable bump here and there).
I still notice every female I pass on the street. I might never stop, but as long as I take one day at a time, then I know I can KOT.
Shakeitoff brought out that cute illogical part of us perfectly. Since we;re clean x amount of days, we have this thing kicked. So we can do what we've been waiting to do for so long....,,Wait a second. If we have this kicked then why have we been longing for it so badly? You'd think that after winning, we'd just forget about it. Well maybe we don't have it kicked, ok one last time and we'll start again tomorrow....

Thanks for the reminder.

Good shabbos everyone

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 02 Jan 2015 00:34 #246427

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You know how at times you read a post anf you're like, hey! That's exactly what goes through my mind!! I've found that in those situations it helps tremendously do remember to take it one day at a time and that today is the first day of the rest of your life (i don't remember who has that in their signature)

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 02 Jan 2015 01:54 #246435

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Chesky once posted a really good quote:
"it's not about how long you are clean, but how far you are from your next fall"
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
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The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
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Last Edit: 02 Jan 2015 08:51 by ZemirosShabbos.

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 24 Mar 2015 00:07 #251108

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Hi guys, I'm back for bein hazmanim.


I'm looking forward to reconnecting with the oilam.

Only 1000+ posts to read and I'll be up to date on the hock!

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 24 Mar 2015 00:49 #251110

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BLOOOOOP!!!

Welcome back!
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וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 24 Mar 2015 03:02 #251128

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Hey there, chico!
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 24 Mar 2015 18:02 #251159

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your bike wants to know when you will be taking him out to lunch
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 24 Mar 2015 20:16 #251173

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Welcome Back!

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 26 Mar 2015 17:03 #251304

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I missed our walk.
That was really somethin'.
I should think of it more; perhaps it will get me out of this funk.

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Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 29 Mar 2015 01:01 #251424

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It was a nice experience.

Thank you.

Re: The chronicles of inastruggle 01 Jul 2015 16:44 #258309

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inastruggle wrote:
It was a nice experience.

Thank you.


lost my contact info?
How the heck are you?
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