Dear members of the forum,

Being that the season is changing and winter is becoming a distant memory I decided to get chizuk today by skimming my posts from the past.  This exercise helped me re-live some of my strong emotions from the past and helped me stay motivated to keep fighting even though I really do want to give in.
Hopefully I can always maintain a strong desire to fight and never feel like I don't have nisyonos.  I want to always feel the gravity of my nisyonos and cope with them in a mature and Torah-dik way.

TRueRatZon.

Hi, TrueRatzon. Be strong. Hatzlocha rabba.

A gutten erev Shabbos to all!

B"H I have also decided to try to stop biting my nails.  This site has really propelled me to strive for self improvement.

Have a nice Shabbos!

Dear Forum,

Even at an Orthodox wedding you can definetely encounter shmiras einayim nisyonos.  I am proud of myself because although my eyes wandered a lot tonight at least I thought about the nisayon ahead of time.  In the past I would have simply walked into the wedding without feeling the weight of nisayon on my shoulders.  But tonight, on the way to the wedding I thought tomyself, be careful tonight, there's bound to be a lot of attractive people who may not be properly clothed. 
I am tired after the wedding so I would like to point out to myself my mesiras nefesh while typing this post despite my desire to go to sleep. 
My face feels a little warm and heavy from past *astur**ation.  I hope this feeling can go away soon and I can feel physically and spiritually whole again.  My current streak is two weeks.  I really hope it grows until the summer.  During the summer in camp I can really remain clean and put together almost 3 months of being clean.

Good night.
TrueRatzon.