It wasn't easy. After I broke and trashed 10 p-rn videos, having had them and watched them over 2 years, dozens and dozens of times, I clicked delete on the "real" folder - containing 1-gig worth of p-rn videos.

I hardly have any p-rn vids left. I havn't really watched p-rn for 5-mounths. I hav'nt mastubated over p-rn for 5 mounths now. I did however log on and see some illicit p-rn nature disturbing (not illeagal images).

As long as I could see the title of a video being deletd I couldn't erase it. Since I removed the real file, conntaing the downloaded real player files , i removed all the videos with one swoop - without it bringing back memories. I do though have memories sometimes of sum of the clips - and can get eroused. Thanks to p-ornaddiction.ca  (spelled without the dash)- a Canadian site- I maddghed to keep of p-rn-though I still mastubate, less thanks to excelllent GYE e-mails.!

Thanks to you all,
Shmuel

Wow!

I envy  the Schar you will get for what you have done!

Hashem is looking down at you and smiling.

By virtue of what you have done- an act of betrayal to your former master, the Yetzer Hara- you will find the strength to get rid of the rest of the garbage you may have left and the strength to stop masturbationg once and for all.

We are here to help you, give you chizuk, and help you reach greater heights!

Mashiach is on the way, and now you, Shmuel. will be a part of it too!

Stay strong and dont look back.

Chazak V'Ematz!

Yesha, what does "I hardly have any po r n left mean?  You have some left?

I once heard a beautiful story about a seminary girl in yerushalayim that 'woke-up' erev yom kippur and decided to put an end to goyisha movies. but since hisorirus is fleeting by nature, that very moment she was found on the streets of yerushalayim with the principal of her seminary snapping her whole disc collection (hopefully she cleaned up the ones with unclean pictures). Now that i killed the story, it's wonderful to hear a new version of it. Don't waste the moment, break the last few as a zchus for a shidduch for an 'older' girl, or a refuah shelaima for a choleh. And be'ezrat hashem you should be zoche to see the fruits of your labor, although you will never tell them what you did for them.      (if you can't do it for your sake, why not do it for theirs???)

Wow, you had the power to erase, destroy and annihilate 100,000,000 pieces of dark mud that cloud your mind.
When some bad thoughts cross your mind - try using your powerful DEL button (SHIFT-DEL) to clear your mind. Take quick action and get going on with your Real Life
Contiued Success Brother

i smiled just seeing the title
Youre a hero shmuel

shmuel you started a great thing .when you finish it , it will be that much greater.i can't even think of recovery while holding  p**n in my poseesion .but GYE says in the handbook thaT there's such a thing as partial cutting down maybe this is too.

This is a great deed. Please give us some follow up.

Wow, that's amazing!

Yesha where are you ? doing OK?

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