redfaced wrote on 26 Mar 2025 15:32:

Why it's named after the Pink Elefant of course- Duh.

Hi peeps
So last week I almost fell, I opened an old iPad which I needed for something. Although it is filtered there were still some apps on it where I can get to bad places. First I felt a rush I signed in with an email address I have deleted but it still went, and started searching. But then I reminded myself that I will need to tell my mentor HHM about it, that accountability made me shut the app, delete all the bad apps, send a message to my filter company to block all those apps, and stop myself from falling.
I messaged HHM about it and he replied with hero and hug, I told him I reject those calls of hero and hugs, I expect much more from myself, and  I won't accept this as some major breakthrough, nor did I feel like being hugged. 
Just thought I'd share this.
It's been almost 21 days, the past few days have been harder than the first 18 days, but we're still here, and we hope to go the long game. One day at a time all the way to 90 iy"h

I suggest doing the Flight to Freedom program and reading The Battle of the Generation. They can keep you going after the pink cloud fades. You can access the book here:

https://guardyoureyes.com/ebooks/item/the-battle-of-the-generation

There is an audio book there and there is a download button at the end of the page for a pdf of the book.